I am yours. {#Wattys2016}

13.

Avi POV

I didn't go to work that day. I was too tired to think of fucking another guy. I entered my apartment to see that it was in a messy state. I took it upon myself to start cleaning.

As I began cleaning, I could hear my phone go off. I ran quickly to my phone to see I was receiving a phone call. It was Scott. I smiled.

"Hey, Scott" I greeted happily as I put my phone on loudspeaker and set it down on the counter. "I'm cleaning right now so I might not respond. But you can still talk" I continued cleaning.

"Hi, Avi" He replied. He sounded stressed out. "I don't know how to say this.." He seemed hesitant. There was a long pause. "I-I can't see you any more" He sighed out.

I froze in place. "What? W-Why?" I picked up my phone and sat. "Why Scott, why?" I asked distressfully.

"Mitch doesn't want me seeing you anymore" He answered.

Mitch.

I could feel my blood boil at the mention of him. He angered me. He infuriated me. He was the negativity that came with my happiness.

"He doesn't even know me. He's only known me for a few hours and he's already determined whether I can see you or not. Is he really that jealous?" I shouted angrily. I was furious.

"Please stop shouting.." He spoke calmly. "I know you're angry but please, I don't want to lose him. I love him and he loves me-"

"If he really loved you then he wouldn't limit you from talking to your best friend because of his jealousy" I spoke still slightly infuriated.

"Are you telling me that Mitch doesn't love me?" He questioned in an angered tone.

"I'm telling you that some one could love you so much more better than him" I answered infuriated.

"Like who" He asked sharply. I could. I could love him like he deserves but I can't. I can't because I'm not right for him. I'm not what he wants.

I didn't say anything. "Exactly" He spoke bitterly.

"Fuck you, Scott" I let the word roll off my tongue. I didn't mean it at all.

I could tell that he was taken aback by what I had just said. "I don't want to see you again. Bye Avi" He hung up.

I could feel my heart break again. Just when I thought things were going to get better, they got worse.

And it was all my fault.