Fade To Black (#wattys2016)

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Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost with in myself
Nothing matters no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly loss, this can't be real
Can't stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony 
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Deaths greets me warm, now I will just say

Goodbye
Goodbye

This is the song I got the inspration to make a story from. This song was made in 1984 by a band called Metallica.
The song was made after all of their equitment was stolen and they had to start all over again.
If you were wondering the song is about depression, and where it can lead to.
The first 4 lines of the song is mainly about a person constantly thinking about reality.
We are born we grow up get old and will eventually die.
Their depression takes over their lives. Lost in their thoughts. Nothing they do seems like it matters. Thinking if they were never born, the world will keep spinning. Someone  else would be doing their job, so why even bother anymore. Nothing they do really matters.
The next 4 lines of the song is where the person just gives up, their thoughts won't change or go away. They realizes the only way to éase the pain, to set their thoughts free is to take their own life.
The next 4 lines is the person remembering the good times in life, wishing they could just relive their past when things weren't bad. They miss the way they were happy and so full of life. They realize their thoughts and the way they feel.
And again the next for lines of the song are about how they feel alone and how no one cares for them. They feel like people Don't even want them to be here. The happy person they were before their thoughts took over, will never come back. They will always be sad, lonely and hurt.
And finally the rest of the song is about how they Don't tell people how they are feeling. What their thoughts on life are, so nobody will try to stop them. They are determinéd to take their own life. Why bother. The days grow longer than their thoughts.
The point of termination of life they imagined the reaper greeting them with open arms. They think if people Don't want me in this world, maybe the people in the next will want me.

A/N If you are still wanting to read this story I will either have an update tomarrow or the next day. Bye.