ABSTRUSE 11: Chelsenne Erin Williams
Erin on the side====>
Monday (January 27 20**)
I saw her there... Crying
Because of me.
Iniwan ko siya mag-isa.
Para sa kanya din naman yun eh.
Because it's the right thing to do...
At isa pa someone's already there for her and that's Lauren. Everyday may kasama na siya. Someone who could replace me. Someone better than me. I'm happy that Lauren found her. I hope hindi niya gawin ang mga ginawa ko noon sa bestfriend ko..
Kay Chelsenne Erin Williams...
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"Hi Erin." I greeted her pero kinunutan niya lang ako noo. "Oh I mean Chelsenne."
Tinanguna niya lang ako then passed by. "W-wait up. Sabay tayo magluch?" Aya ko and I smiled at her.
"Okay." She said coldly.
"Thanks." Right now kinapalan ko na ang mukha ko para lumapit sa kanya. I just need someone right now.
"Uhm Chelsenne, si Lauren bakit di mo kasama?" I started a small conversation with her. It's getting awkward right now.
"She's home." Saad niya. I shrugged.
"I'm glad you guys known each other." I shyly smiled.
"Thanks god she's there ... For me." She said as she looked at me intenly.
"Chelsenne are you still mad at me?"
"Oh that." She paused for a moment before she utter words again. "After what you did to me and hurting me for no reason. No, not really. Why would I? Ni wala nga akong karapatan eh." Napayuko ako sa sinabi niya ang mga iyon directly at me. She's still hurt.
"I'm so sorry Chelsenne." The only word I can say right now. Hindi ko alam kung ano dapat kong sabihin sa kanya ngayon. "I'm really really sorry."
Napatingala siya as if she's stopping her tears from falling down. "I know everything happens for a reason." She smiled pero umiiyak na rin siya. "Pero Ry sana alam ko yung rason para hindi ako nahirapan noon." Medyo nagkacrack na ang boses niya. Nanatili pa rin akong nakayuko I can't sit here amd look at my ex-bestfriend crying like this.
"Erin..."
"Stop Ry. You're just making this harder for me." She wiped her tears and leaved me here. Napahagulgol na lang ako.
She's right it's all my fault. I stood up.
I want to go home and escape reality.
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Everyone keeps on calling me but I turned off my phone.
