The next morning,the pounding i felt against my skull woke me up.My eyelids felt heavy,but i resisted the urge to fall back into sleep,so i slowly fluttered my eyes open.
I could feel someone's presence on the bed,making me turn around as the figure laying behind me said "Morning babe,well it's not really morning anymore" Conor chuckled.
"Conor? Did we..." "Oh yeeah,and it was amazing" "Oh no!" i said as i covered my face with my palms,shamefully. "No? You didn't want to?" "No,yeah,i mean,ugh i dont know this is all wrong." i said holding onto the white crispy bed sheets "Did i do something wrong?" he asked,disappointed with my reaction "No no,it's not that.What time is it?" "Around 2.why?" "Oh my God!" i said abruptly sitting up straight "I need to go.Now!" i panicked,pulling up the sheets with me,making sure i covered my naked body "but i was thinking we could go get lunch and-" "No no i can't" i said absentmindedly jogging around the room,in search of my clothes "Why not?" "Cause.i need to go home" i stated as i picked up the pieces of clothing that were thrown all around Conor's room. "(Y/N) could you please chill?" "Help me find my shoes!" "(Y/N) i-" "Where the hell is my purse man?!" i said speaking to myself,my nerves getting to me. (Y/N)!!! Fucking,calm down!" he screamed so loud snapping me out of my thoughts as he squeezed my wrists in anger. "Ouch,Conor let go!" "This was supposed to be a good day,we were supposed to go out have fun,but no,you ruined everything! from the second you woke up,you started asking all these questions,you didn't even say hi or good morning,nothing! You're back to being the old stressful boring you aren't you?" "Is that what i am to you? Stressful and boring?" "When you act like this yes!" he screamed again "Well'it's good to know" i said calmly,as we looked straight into each others' eyes.I felt his anger,and i knew he wanted me to spend the day over and talk but right now,i'm already in trouble with Isaac,and even though i wasn't sober,but i sure havn't forgotten about what happened with Cody last night,it was too much plus i had an agonising headache and i feel like puking,so maybe i just needed to leave now,so we don't have to go through another fight. "Just drive me home,please" i spoke,timidly.
The drive back was full of silence.We weren't saying much,both of us mad at each other clearly.
I got home and as soon as i walked in i saw Isaac sitting on a sofa in front on the TV.I tried to act casually cool,like i havnt been out of the house for over 24 hours,like i never spent the night out without informing him. "Hi Isaac" i said as i started climbing up the staires to my room "Not so fast" he said before i took another step forward.
I cursed under my breath and turned around to look at him."Where were you?" "Out" i said "Out where?" he said with a more agitated tone "With some of my friends" "And where did you spend the night exactly?" "At my friend's house" "Who is?" "Anna" "Not the clown?The one i so luckily met in your room" "No,HER name is Anna" i lied not wanting to get into trouble. well i didn't actually lie right? i mean it IS Anna's house too.
"You know i hate it when i get lied to" "Isaac,im tired.Can you please drop it?" "(Y/N) I am dead serious this time,this is your last warning.Your last! Don't even try to hang out with that guy again okay? EVER! and don't spend the night out without telling me where you'll be understand?" "Your so obnoxious Isaac." "It's called being a big brother" "You sure seem to enjoy it" i said as turned around to head to my room.
when i got out of the bathroom-After taking a hot shower-,i saw that Conor was just casually sitting on my desk's chair,very casual i just stood there staring at him dripping water as my body shook under the sting of the cold breeze from the opened window Conor had used to barge in "What are you doing here?" i said whispering,not to catch Isaac's attention "Didn't like the way things were left at between us today" he said looking me up and down "Me neither,but can we discuss this later?" "No,no it can't wait any longer" "Okay okay,just keep your voice down please.I'll get dressed and we'll go talk somewhere else okay?" he nodded.
I got dressed as he waited impatiently for me outside my bathroom,after i was done we went to Starbucks,to sit down and talk,which we both needed to do.
He still looked angry,it showed on his face every time i looked at him.
We both got us something to drink and picked out a small empty table to sit.After a few awkward sips here and there i decided to start talking."So,about last night and this morning.." "(Y/N) if you're gonna regret it all or morn about it then please don't say a word." he said interrupting me "No,no,i just..i wanted to apologize,for being so lame,you know.I didn't mean to i know i shouldn't have acted that way especially that we u,,,did it,last night,it should've been different so i'm sorry.i really am." i said as i played with my fingers cursing inside my head for offering him such a weak apology. I decided to continue "And i'm sorry for the way i treated you before,we weren't exactly on agreeing terms a lot of the times and i know that i say stuff that i shouldn't most of the times,i just feel awful that you had to wait on a hopeless case like me,i'm sorry i kept you waiting and i'm sorry i practically ruined your amazing social life and got you to lose your cheer leading girlfriend,sorry because i am fumbling right now and i don't know what to say.Sorry for everything."i said as i ended my train of apologies "You know,you have never sounded hotter" he stated making me blush " I'm sorry too,for acting like a jerk,and making you suffer due to the overload of hotness you receive every time you look at me" he joked,making me laugh too loud almost spitting out my mokachinno "You have a really nice way of ruining a perfectly fine apology,maybe not perfectly-just a fine one" i said "But no seriously,i'm glad you told me this,so we can get it out of the way,i can't stay mad at you forever,You're too beautiful for me to stay away from."he added as we started inching closer and closer till our lips crashed together,as we held hands over the little circular table.after we broke it i said "And i don't regret anything,i enjoyed last night" then pecked his lips one more time before i saw Cody's figure standing right in front of us,but he wasn't alone...
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A/N:I AM SO SO SO SORRY BECAUSE IK I TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE AND BC THIS IS SHORT IM SORRY :(
It'll be better next time and i think this story is on the verge of ending,maybe a few more chapters left but theres a lot more stuff that needs to go down so stay for that :) it's gonna be exciting i promise!
and like always i appreciate the reads and votes and everything.Tell me what you'd like to happen next and who you ship her(Y/N) with,Cody or Conor<3 x Thanks! @CorinaCaylen
