A Different Me

Chapter 7

ROSE

The Last Words I Heard Were "Word To My Mother!" Before I Leaned Over And Threw On X's Sneakers. I Was So Drunk And I Guess I Was Feeling The After Shock Of Drinking So Much. I Held My Head And Leaned Over On The Couch. 

"Rose You Okay?" I Heard Jaden’s Voice in My Ear. 

 Half Drunken Alondra And Xavier Had Walked Out The House Arguing As Usual. 

"My Stomach Hurts" I Mumbled.

"You’re Just Hung Over" He Said. 

He Picked Me Up And Took Me Upstairs To My Room, He Laid Me On The Bed And Rubbed My Stomach. 

 "If You Feel Like You Got to Throw up Go in the Bathroom I'll Be Right Back" He Said. 

In The Time That It Took For Him To Come Back Upstairs I Had Threw Up 2 Times. I Never Wanted To Get This Drunk Again, I Just Wanted This Feeling To Go Away. Jaden Put A Hot Rag Over My Head And Gave Me Some Water To Cool Me Down. He Stood And Watched Me As I Lay Down With My Eyes Shut. 

"Jaden Come Lay With Me" I Said. 

"Alright" 

 "Can You Stay The Night?" I Asked Before He Lay Down. 

 "Yeah I Will" 

He Stripped Of All His Clothes Expect His Boxers And I Took Off All My Clothes Leaving On My Bra And Panties. He Got Under The Covers With Me And Got Into The Spooning Position. I Always Liked To Sleep With Jaden Like This Because I Loved To Feel His Body Heat Against Mine. 

I Heard Alondra’s Door Slam and Then Loud Music followed Behind It. My Phone Vibrated On the Night Stand, I Reached Over and Unlocked A Text from Alondra.  'We Broke Up :(' I Sighed Knowing that they’d Get Back Together Tomorrow. I Don't Know What’s Up With X He Keeps Trying To Touch Me And Stuff But Weirdly I Don't Resist . But that’s Alondra’s Man I Know to Stay Away From Him as Long As she says. I Suddenly Had To Throw Up And I Had No Time To Get Up, I Just Leaned Over And Threw Up On My Carpet. I Looked Down So I Could See How Bad I Had Messed My Carpet Up But There Was A Sliver Bucket There That Contained All My Puke. I Have To Remind Myself To Thank Jaden In The Morning. 

The Next Morning I Woke Up With A Light Head Ach And I Felt A Bit Dizzy.  I Stumbled Out Of My Bed And Into The Bathroom , I Brushed My Teeth And Turned On The Shower . I Stripped The Little Clothes I Had On And Got Into The Shower. As I Washed Myself I Started To Feel Much Better. The Shower Curtain Opened and Jaden’s Head Popped Through. I Gasped And Tried To Cover Myself With My Hands, I Was Still Sort Of Insecure. 

"Jaden Stop!" I Yelled.

"What are You Hiding It for?" He Said Stepping in Butt Naked, I'm So Glade Alondra Had Taught Me about Shaving Because the Last Thing I Wanted to See Was Bush Gardens. Oh Geeshh! My Eyes Feel Straight To His Piece It Was So Big! I Had Seen It Once But Not The Whole Thing! 

"Yeah I Know You Like This!" He Said Coming Closer To Me. I Turned Around and Closed My Eyes Feeling Utterly Embarrassed. He Pulled Me on Top Him, He wanted me to Feel Him All of Him. He Held My Waist And Started Kissing My Neck, It Only Took One Kiss From Jaden To Make Me Feel Tinglingly. I Moaned As He Moved His Hands From Waist To My Stomach And Then My Breast. He Pulled On My Nipples Making Them Harder And Stiffer. He Turned Me Around And Pushed Me Against The Wall Forcefully But I Liked It. My Legs Clung Around His Waist As He Kissed Me Hungrily. I Could Feel His Rock Hard Piece On My Entrance, It Felt Wonderful And I Wanted Him To Go In So Bad. 

 "I Want to Be In You So Bad" He Whispered In My Ear. 

 "Do . . . It Then" I Said Hesitantly. 

He Looked At Me and Kissed Me. He Turned the Showers Off and Carried Me To My Bed. He Laid Me Down And Got Between My Legs. He Kissed Me From Head To Toe, He Stopped At My Thighs And At This Moment I Was Going Crazy.  His Warm Tongue Went Inside Me Slowly and Then at A Rapid Speed. I Threw My Head Back And My Back Arched into A Full U.

 "Calm Down" He Said Taking His Tongue Out And Then Back In. He Took His Tongue From My Hole And Started Licking My Clit. I Felt Someone Building Up Inside Me And I Was Scared To Let It Free. 

 "Oh My God Jaden!" I Said As I Released It. I Felt Like Crying It Felt So Good, My Legs Went To A Complete Limp. My Energy Was Drained And I Couldn't Do Anything. 

 He Came Up To Me and Kissed My Lips "You Taste Good Rose" He Said With A Smile on His Face. I Gave Him A Faint Smile. 

"You Okay?" He Asked I Nodded And Leaned Up For A Kiss. Instead I Felt His Piece Going Into Me Steady And Slowly, I Gasped As I Felt Him Stretching Me. He Was Big But Didn't Expect To Feel A Little Pain.

 "Shit . . . Rose" He Slurred Burying His Head In The Nape Of My Neck. He Held My Thighs As He Went For Another Stroke. I Closed My Eyes And Enjoyed The Pleasure And Pain This Was Giving Me. 

"Jaden" I Moaned, I Knew Alondra Could Hear But I Wasn't Worrying About That. 

Jaden Grunted And Picked Up Speed Sucking And Biting My Neck, My Finger Nails Dug Into His Back As Pumped In And Out Of Me. My Eyes Were Rolling In The Back Of My Head As I Was Feeling That Feeling Of Something Building Up But This Time I Didn't Hold It Back I Let It Out With A Scream. I Felt Him Jerk And Pull Out Of Me.

"Fuck" He Groaned, I Then Felt His Warm Fluids On My Stomach. He Wiped It Off With My Sheets And Collapsed On Top Of Me. I Fell Asleep Momentarily. 

When I Woke Up Jaden Wasn't On Top Of Me Anymore So I Took Another Shower And Put On My PJs. I Walked Down The Stairs Softly With A Gap Between My Legs, I Was Kind of Sore Down There.  I Could Here Alondra And Jaden Talking Downstairs, I Tip Toed Hoping I Could Listen In On What They Were Saying. 

"No Jaden, Besides Your With Rose Remember!" She Said. 

"So All Those Times We Had Sex Didn't Mean Anything?" Jaden Said Raising His Voice A Bit. 

Alondra And Jaden Had Sex? I thought.

 "Jaden You Knew I Was Just V-" Jaden Cut Her Off With A Kiss, I Couldn't Believe This! Me And Him Just Did It And Now He's Down Stairs Kissing My Cousin! Alondra Was So Worried about Me Talking to Xavier and Now She Was kissing My Man!?! My Eyes Started To Water A Little, I Ran Upstairs Making Sure They Heard Me! I Slammed My Door So They Knew I Was Mad. I Felt Hurt, Betrayed, Mislead, And Most Of All Used!

Jaden And Alondra Came Upstairs Banging On My Door But It Was Useless I Didn't Let Them In, I Just Cried And Cried. 

 It Was February Now, My Birthdays Today and I Was Gonna Start Back School Today From Christmas Break. I Hadn't Talked To Alondra Or Jaden That Much Anymore, I Hadn't Forgave Them. I Stopped Getting All Pretty And Doing My Hair And Stuff I Just Went Back To Being Geeky But It Wasn't That Bad As It Used To Be Because I Had Nicer Things.  Alondra and Xavier Hadn’t Fully Gotten Back Together since New Year’s Because She Had a New Man Brendon or Something, I Didn't Care. 

 I Got Up and Took A Shower, I Got Dressed In My Usual Boyish Attire.  Skinny Jeans, A Black Shirt, A Chicago Bulls Snap Back Hat, And Some Jays. I Wasn't Bothered With Doing All That Extra Stuff. I Grabbed My Phone, My Bag, And Walked Downstairs. Alondra Had Already Graduated So She Probably Wasn't Up. My Aunt Was In The Kitchen Getting Ready For Work. 

 "Hey Baby Happy Birthday!" She Said Hugging Me. 

 "Thanks Auntie" I Smiled Hugging Her Back. 

"I Got a Surprise For You When I Get Back From Work but For Now Have A Good Day At School" She Said Leaving. I Nodded and Grabbed an Apple. 

 I Ate The Apple As I Walked To School Which Wasn't Far. After I Was Done I Tossed the Apple out into someone’s Yard.

HONK HONK

A Black Range Rover Pulled Up Aside Of Me It Took Me A Second To Recognize That It Was Xavier's Car.

All The Windows Rolled Down And I Saw That Alondra Was In The Backseat With Another Girl, Jaden Was In The Passengers Side And Xavier Was Driving. I Rolled My Eyes And Continued To Walk On . . . What Did They Want.