A Different Me

Chapter 25

ROSE

  "Don't Let Her Hurt Your Feelings Rose." Ben Said As He Rocked Jason. 

"I'm Not a Hoe! She’s The Hoe! That's Why Her Whole Baby Shower Went Down Like That Because Of Her And The Fact That She Can't Control What's Between Her Legs" It Was Like I Was Letting My entire Feelings Spill Out To Ben About Alondra. 

"She Just Doesn't Like To Be Wrong And I Can't Tell Her Nothing Cause She Just Try's To Put It On Me . . . I Try To Be So Nice To Her But She Just . . . I Don't Know What's Her Problem And Now I Don't Give A--"

 I Paused And Looked At Jason Sucking On His Fingers.

"He's Hungry I'll Go Fix Him a Bottle" I Said Getting up To Go Make His Bottle. My Phone Rung In The Process Of Me Making His Bottle. I Sighed and Answered It, "Hello" I Sang Through the Line.

 "Rose I Want to See My Son." Jaden Said.

I Rolled My Eyes. "Maybe Later Not Now. Oh Go See Your Other Baby mama Coca or Other Your Hoe Cause Right Now Me and Jason Are Busy."  I Said Hanging Up. I Laughed To Myself And Finished Making Jason's Bottle. By The Time I Got To Jason He Was Whining In Bens Arms, He Looked Like A Father Trying To Quiet Jason Down Even Though Jason Looked Like His Daddy . 

"Aww Mamas Baby Is Crying." I Said Taking Him From Ben And Putting His Bottle In His Mouth. He Drank All His Milk And Went Straight To Sleep So I Put Him In His Crib. 

 "I Need My Own Place I Can't Stay In This Hotel All My Life" I Said Lying In Ben’s Lap.

 "Don't Worry About It I Got Something Planned" 

"What?" 

"Don't Worry About It Just Know You And Jason Are Gonna Be Straight" He Said Kissing The Top Of My Head. 

I Looked Down At The Little Purge Poking Out On My Stomach, It Wasn't Much But I Didn't Want It There. I Needed To Work Out Because I Refused To Be Fat. 

"Ben Do Me a Favor"

 "What?" He Said Turning on the TV.

 "Watch Jason While I Go Work Out I Have To Lose This Baby Weight" 

 "You’re Not Fat" 

"I Know But Look" I Said Lifting My Shirt UP.

 "Alright But Don't Lose All Of It” He Said Slapping My Butt As I Stood Up. 

I Changed Into A Black Wife Beater, My Navy Gym Shorts, Some Old Sneakers, and Then Wrapped My Hair Up In A Ponytail.  I Jogged Out Of The Door But Not Before Kissing Jason And Ben On The Forehead. 

 I Jogged A Few Blocks Till I Found A Park. I Walked, Jogged, And Ran All Around The Park Until It Started To Get A Little Dark. 

When I Got In The Hotel Room I Saw Ben . . . And Jaden With My Baby Making Him Laugh. 

"I'm going to Get Something to Eat You Hungry Bae?" Ben Said Pecking My Lips.

 I Could See Jaden Getting Jealous Already But Who Really Cares About Him. "Yeah Get Me Something From Tony Romans" I Said Wrapping My Arms Around His Neck And Giving Him A Couple Of Pecks On The Lips. He Smiled and Left.  As Soon As He Left Jaden Started Drilling Me With Questions. 

 "So Y'all Together Now?" He Said 

 "Yep" I Said Taking Jason And Putting Him In His Rocker. 

"So Y'all Fucking Now?" He Said Shaking His Head.

"That's None Of Your Concern Just Spend Time With Your Son Before You Get Preoccupied By Your Other Child That’s Coming" I Said Smiling At Jason Who Was Randomly Laughing.

"Mann what’s Your Problem That Baby Ain't Even Mine It's Xavier’s Punk Asses" 

 "My Problem Is That You’re A Lair, A Cheat, And I Regret Having Jason from You Cause All You Are Is No Good" 

"Oh So This Is What This Is About? Our Relationship . . . Rose If You Want to Be With Me You Don't Gotta Go Around Arguing With Me Just Say So"

"Are You Serious Right Now?" I Said.

 I Had No Love for Jaden, The Things That I've Been Through Is Not What I Deserve. I Deserve Ben A Real Man.

 "Just Go Jaden Please I Have A Headache and You’re The Reason" 

 Jaden Looked At His Phone And Typed On The Screen, He Looked Up At Me And Then Down At His Son.   "Bye Little Man" He Said Kissing Jason.

 I Folded My Arms As I Watched Him Take His Sweet Little Time Walking To The Door. 

"Bye" 

"Bye" I Said Slamming the Door in His Face.

BY    - @SuqarCakes On Wattpad & @DopetasticBatch On Twitter :D