A Different Me

Chapter 11

   ROSE 

 "I Can't Believe This Did You See How That Bitch Hit Me?" I Screamed Walking Into Xavier's House With Jaden Behind Me. 

"You Hit Her First" Jaden Said                                                              

"Ugh" I Said Running Upstairs To The Bathroom And Washing The Blood Out My Nose. 

"And Did You See That Nigga She Was With The Fuck He Think He Is All Over My Wife Like That!" I Heard Xavier Yelled 

 I Washed My Face And Looked Up At My Reflection In The Mirror. My Make Up Was Smudged My Eye My Black, I Looked Like A Cheap Whore. What Happened To Me? This Isn't Me! What Happened To The Tomboyish Rose From The Island? None Of This Would Happened If Hadn't Moved With My Aunt, Met Alondra, Jaden, Xavier . . . All Of Them.  I Felt Dirty All Over I Had To Get Away From This All Of This.  Before I Knew I Was Over The Toilet Throwing Up , I Puked Like It Was No Tomorrow But What I Didn't Understand Was I Wasn't Hung-over . Jaden Came Into the Bath Room and Patted My Back.

"What’s wrong?" he asked 

 "I Need To See A Doctor" I Slurred Feeling Dizzy, The Everything Was Spinning And My Head Started Hurting. 

"Yo What Y'all Doin?" Xavier Busted In The Door.

 "Rose?"

"Ay Raised You Good? Rose?" My Vision Slowly Faded And Then I Was Gone . . . 

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Beep Beep Beep Beep . . .  I Was Woken Up By A Faint Beeping Noise, I Opened My Eyes And Turned Over Like I Usually Did In The Mornings.  

"Where Am I" I Said Looking Around 

 "Oh She's Up Go Tell A Doctor! Nurse! Nurse!" My Aunt Betty Screamed 

 They Were All Sitting In Chairs Watching Me, None Of Them Said A Word Them Being Alondra, Jaden, And Xavier. Alondra Was Crying For Some Odd Reason. 

 "Are You Okay?" Jaden Asked 

 "Yeah But Why Am I in Here?" 

"Cause Your Preg-"

"How Are You Ms. Harris?" The Came in Interrupting Alondra.

 "I Don't Know You Tell Me" I Said 

"Well I've Already Broken The news To Your Family, But Your 1 Month Pregnant"

"No I'm not" 

 "Yes Ma'am You Are”

"No Sir I'm not"

"Well That's What My Papers Are Saying" 

"Well Your Papers Are Wrong-" Then It Hit Me About A Month Ago Me And Jaden Slept Together Without Protection. I Was Indeed Pregnant I Didn't Even Get My Period Last Month.

 "No No" I Cried. I Pulled The Covers Over My Head And Cried. What Am I Gonna Do? 

"I Think It's Best We Give Her Some Time Alone" The Doctor Said 

In That Time That They Left Out I Could Hear My Aunt Betty's Voice Outside My Door.  I Got Up And Peaked Around The Corner So I Could Hear Her Better. 

 "I can’t believe she’s Pregnant I'm Disappointed in Her, I Should Have Never Took Her in This Was All a Mistake. I Should Of Known She'd be Just like Her Mother" Aunt Said 

Hearing Her Say Those Words Made Me Cry and there’s No Way I'm Going to Go Back to Her House after She Said That. I Got My Clothes And Put Them On, I Snuck Out Of The Hospital And Caught A Greyhound Bus To Where Ever With The Little Money I Had. If Nobody Wants Me And My Child Then I'll Have To Do For Myself Even Though I'm 17 Years Old . I Can Make It. My IPhone Was In My Jacket Pocket Thankfully, I Can't Live Without My Music. I Put My Earphones In My Ears And Began To Listen To Music. As Bus Rode I Started To Plan Out My Life With My Child.