A Different Me

Chapter 21

ROSE 

I Could Not Believe This! Alondra . . . Pregnant! I Wasn't Judging Her Though I Had No Right To Judge Her Cause I'm Sitting Here 4 Almost 5 Months Pregnant. I Kind of Felt Like A Lot Of Things I Said Where Off My Chest And That We Could Finally Start Being Family Again Just If Alondra Changed Her Stinky Attitude. I Was Mad At Her Also . . . Why Would She Have Jaden And Alexis Have Sex In Her Room While She Was Filming It? I Glad That Girl was Gone She Makes Me Want to Take a Bath in Holy Water.

 I And Alondra Got Out Of The Car When We Pulled Up To Burger King. When We Walked In I Spotted Jaden Coming Towards Us, I Bit Back Tears As I Held My Face Down Trying To Hide From Jaden But That Was Done When The Words.  "Oh Hell No!" Came out Of Alondra’s Mouth.

With A Swift Motion She Was All In Jaden’s Face Yelling at Him and Hitting Him A Couple of Times.

 "You Like To Hit Women? Oh Kay Hit Me!" She Said Rolling Up Her Sleeves. Just Then Coco emerged from beside Him with Her Hand on Her Stomach, Her Stomach Was as Big as Mine but I'm Pretty Sure She Was Pregnant. Coco Watched Me as She Clung On To Jaden’s Arm,

"Jaden I Don't Want Anything To Do With You, Leave Me Alone Were Through, Common Lets Just Go Alondra" I Said Tugging Her Arm. 

"We Ain't Through Rose!" Jaden Said Before Me And Alondra Exited Burger King. Alondra Was 38 Hot! I Tried My Best To Not Get On Nerves. I Rubbed The Bottom Of My Stomach As Began To Feel Sharp Pains Where My Bladder Was. 

"You Good Rose?" Alondra Asked Touching My Stomach.

"Yeah the Baby Is Just Pressing On My Bladder" I Sighed 

 "You Think It's A Girl?" She Asked 

"I Hope To God Not I Want A Boy!" 

"I Want a Girl If I Have This Baby" She Said 

 "Whatever You Do I'll Be There" 

 "Aww Thanks Rose" 

"That’s What Here For, but I'm Hungry Let's Go to Denny's" 

 "Alright"

After We Went To Denny's We Went Back To The Hotel, Alondra Went To Her Room And I Went To Mine. Ben Was Lying Down Shirtless, I Loved His Muscular Chest Went to His Tattoos. He Is Beyond Tatted, I Laid Next To Him and Kissed His Cheek. He Pulled Me On Top Of Him So I Was Straddling Him, I And Ben Aren't In A Relationship But We Did Kiss Every So Often. "Boy If I Wasn't Pregnant" I Laughed 

"What Would You Do?" He Said Squeezing My Butt And Biting His Bottom Lip. 

"Stop It" I Whined

I Put My Hands Through His Thick Hair And Massaged His Scalp, He Loved That. He Pulled Me On Him And Started Kissing My Neck. Ahh I Loved This , Ben Made Me Feel Beautiful When I Was Ugly , Skinny When I Looked Fat , And He Loved Me Like My Baby Father Should . 

“I Wish This Was His Baby . . .”

 "Really?" He Said 

Oh Shoot! I Just Said That Out Loud.  "I-I Didn't Mean That, That I Wanted- “

"Chill It's Cool, I Wish This Was My Baby Too" He Said Rubbing My Belly

Forget About Jaden All I Needed Was Ben Right Now.