Hard To Love You (BTS × Lovelyz)

Chapter 4

Hoseok's POV

I woke up and saw Mijoo in front of me, still sleep, I don't realized that we hugged each other when sleep.. I remember that she said.. "Is it possible for me to forget Mark.. and like you?"

"I don't know, Mijoo.." I said while looking at her.. Is it possible if I like her too?

After a few minutes.. Mijoo woke up..

"We have to back to Seoul.." she said half awake.. so cute..

"Yeah.. I will take a bath first.." I said and took a bath.. I go out from the bathroom and she's still sleeping..

"Mijoo.. Wake up.." I said as I pat her..

"Ara- Ya! Use your clothes!" she shouted and closed her eyes.. Well, I don't use a clothes because I just want to use it now..

"Done.. Now, take a bath.." I said and push her to bathroom..

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We arrived at our home.. Yeah, our, because we married.. argh..

"So, we should sleep together all night?" Mijoo asked me with her shocked expression.. well, there's just one bed.. the only one..

"I think so.. But, I don't want to sleep with someone hate me.."

"Who said that I hate you?"

"Don't you said it?"

"I don't know.. But I don't hate you.. Sometimes yes.."

"Of course.. Because we just know each other.."

"Anyway, if you don't want to sleep with me.. Sleep downstairs"

"No, you sleep downstairs.." I said and sleep in the bed..

"You're the one who don't want to sleep with me.. So you sleep downstairs.."

"So you want to sleep with me huh? Just say it if you want.."

"Of course not!"

"So what?"

"Ah... You're make me so crazy.. I will tell this because I'm still patient now.. I'm not want to sleep with you, but I'm can't see someone sleep in sofa.. Because I will feel guilty"

"Arasseo.. Let's deal it.. I will sleep here with you.. and I think, we have to discuss this too.."

"What?"

"Have we love each other?"

"How about you?"

"I don't know.. That's why am I asked you.."

"Let's bring that to time.. But, you know, Kyungri will want you.. Should I just give you to her?"

"Hell no.. I don't like her.." I said and back laying in the bed..

"Seriously? But I tell her that I will help her to be with you.."

"It's up to me.. If I like her, I will with her.. If not, I will just with you.. Because we're married.." I rolled my eyes..

"Hoseok.. Can I just like you? I want to forget Mark.. and also, I'm marrying you, how can I live with you if you with another girl?" why did she tell me this.. and what's wrong with my heart..

"Up to you.." I said and closed my eyes..

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"Hoseok-ah.. Wake up.." Mijoo wake me up..

"Why?" I asked with lazy tone..

"We have to go to college.. There will be a practice for our college celebration.."

"Arasseo.. Let me sleep a few minutes again.." I said and back sleep but she hit my hand.. it hurts..

"How can I lived with this girl?!" I said while walking to the car..

"You don't know me.." she said..

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Finally, it's done! This is really tiring.. My leg it's little bit hurts, because of practice a whole day..

"Is your leg okay?" Mijoo asked me when we arrived at home..

"Yeah.." I said and sit in the sofa..

"You must be very tired.. You know, boys choreo and girls are very different.. Boys are more complicated.." she sit beside me and massage my legs.. This is great.. She's not bad to be a wife..

"Mijoo.." I called her name..

"What?"

"Thank you.."

"For?"

"Everything.. I know you're tired, but you massage me.. and you just broke up with that jerk and now, you have to marrying me.."

"It's not my problem.. My problem is Kyungri.." she must be very confused right now about Kyungri.. I don't know what to do.. Should I just believe Mijoo and lived with her?

"Stop massage me and go sleep.." I said and push her to bedroom.. I changed my clothes and laying beside her..

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"Argh!" I woke up because Mijoo was screaming..

"Mijoo.. Gwenchana?" I asked her.. She's sweating.. and crying..

"Hoseok.." she hugged me tightly..

"What's wrong?" I asked when she not crying again..

"I should tell you this.. So, 4 years ago.. I have a car accident, glad that we all saved, but I lost my memories.. I just remember someone who really closed to me.."

"So.. Why are you screamed?"

"I just have a bad dream.. But maybe it's my past.."

"What's it?"

"I can't tell you now.." I just nodded..

"You have to sleep again.." I said and she nodded..

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"Hoseok oppa!" it's Kyungri..

"Why?" I said and smiled..

"I went to your apartment but there isn't you there.. Where are you go?" you're not my wife, excuse me..

"I went to my family house.." I fake smiled..

"Oppa, let's meet after the class ended!"

"Sure.." I just agree it because I don't want a war because of me..

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Kyungri's POV

"Oppa.. Drink this.." I give him a drink, he drank it.. and I changed my clothes.. When I'm back.. He already fainted.. Let's see Mijoo, this time, I will won..

I carry him to my bed and let him sleep there.. I opened his clothes and mine.. I sleep beside him too.. So that he can think that we do that, but not exactly, because I don't opened my bra..

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"Am I do that with you seriously?!" Hoseok said to me..

"Yeah.. But, not that much.." I nodded..

"This is crazy.. You, don't ever come to me again.." he said and left.. Why does it hurts?

Hoseok's POV

This is crazy.. how can I do that with her?! Glad that not until what can make her pregnant.. This is really crazy.. She's crazy..

"Mijoo.. I have something to tell.." I said when arrived at my house..

"What is it?" she sit beside me..

"Let's try to love each other.."

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TBC