soccer mom; cake

twenty eight;

i'll do anything; the naked brothers band

~

"Luke stop being a fucking pussy"

"I'm not"

"Yes you are! go talk to Calum, he needs you right now..."

"No he doesn't, he hates me"

"I'm so done with your shit, Lucas, get your head out of your fucking ass and got talk to him!"

"Mrs. Hood, I really don'—"

"For fucks, Luke, he needs you. He misses you, he might push you away but... he loves you a lot, I know so because I haven't seen him so happy with someone. Not even Lily's mom" Joy said desperately trying to convince Luke.
"He has been hurt before, and this is how he deals with it, so please, talk to him"

"I-I don't know" Luke said stuttering.

"He is working late tonight, mayne you should stop by and talk" Joy said standing up from chair and leaving Luke's house.

~

It was 9:00 pm and Luke was parked outside of Calum's firm, he could see and dim light from inside. He got out and walked in, not even wondering why was it unlocked. He was more than nervous, the meeting could got to ways 1) Calum takes him back or 2) Calum hates him.

He shook all of those thoughts from his mind and saw Calum rummaging for some papers. He wanted to touch him so bad, he couldn't. He walked closer until he was leaning on the door frame of Calum's office space.

"Working late I see" Luke says quietly,  while walking in Calum's cramped office, so many papers around his desk and on the couch they first met, it was all too familiar.

"Um, y-yeah" he says running a hand through his hair, avoiding total eye contact with him. Luke comes closer with a shy smile. He went to speak when Calum cleared his throat as he stopped him from talking and said: "What are you doing here?" his voice firm yet breaking at the end. He hasn't seen Luke in so long and he misses him, so much.

"I wanted to talk—" Luke started as he interrupted again.

"It's not needed, you may leave now" Calum gulped down his sadness with the urge to kiss Luke down as he tried to focus on the papers on his desk.

"Cal, I miss you" Luke said already giving up on his fake confidence "I miss you so much, I don't sleep, I don't eat! I can't even fucking sleep in my own bed because it all reminds me of you, my whole house and my brain is Calum Calum Calum Calum" Luke said breathless and hopeless.

"Luke" Calum warned as Luke came closer.

"No! Listen to me!, I don't want you, I need you. I– don't care for you, I love you" Luke said as he tried not laugh when Calum looked confused and smiled.

"A-are those lyrics?" Calum asked as he smiled a bit. Luke walked close to him and he smiles when Calum didn't flinch.  Luke pulls Calum closer to him, his arm around his waist now.

Calum looks over at him their eyes locking. Luke leans in being at Cal's desk now.

He presses his lips to the older mans, it's soft but Calum can tell there's much more behind it and he tenses.

He reaches up and touches Luke's cheek deepening the kiss a bit more, trying to take control. Luke slips a hand into Calum's back pocket grabbing his bum making him pull back and swat his hand away.

"Luke" Calum says breathlessly "We're in my office"

"So?" Luke giggles softly placing him sitting down the desk full of papers, and slowly spreading his legs and going in between them, placing his hands on too of his meaty thighs.