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chapter xxi | all i ever wanted

JACK'S POV

Saying I was pissed was a understatement. I was furious. Of course, I wasn't planning on showing it. But seeing Liz and Alex walking over to us laughing happily, I knew I wouldn't be able to contain it.

The fact that they weren't a couple was problem. Alex and Liz had no idea I knew about what happened last night. No, I probably shouldn't have gotten Alex for her when she asked, but I honestly thought Alex had some sense too him. I thought he'd respect my wishes. Instead he just slpet with her and probably had no intention of seeing her after.

Let alone the fact that she had stayed with him for three days. I'm sure it wasn't just innocent. She hadn't told me, and Alex hadn't told me. It's like everything was just one big secret from me.

I knew I shouldn't be mad at Liz, but I couldn't help but feel spiteful as to why she'd go after my friend. Let alone when she had that thing with Josh. 

I didn't want to think she'd use Alex or Josh, but the more I looked at it, the more she could be considered a whore. She was sleeping with two guys like it was no big deal! I didn't think the Liz I knew would do that, but maybe I didn't know her anymore.

I heard my phone go off and saw it was a text from Rian. He was right here, why was he texting me?

I glanced up at him and then back down at the message:

I know your pissed, but let's not ruin the weekend Jack.

I rolled my eyes and put my phone away before studying Liz's features while she talked to Zack. Alex was off checking their plane tickets leaving her alone.

She looked tired, and almost like she'd be crying before they came here. I desperately wanted to ask what was wrong but my stubbornness was getting the best of me.

"Okay, the plane is boarding. We should get going." Alex said as he walked over. I rolled my eyes and got up quickly, ahead of everyone and walked to the terminal.

ELIZABETH'S POV

I hoped too god nobody would ask why I had been crying. I didn't want to talk about my dad, not too anybody. Not yet.

Alex hadn't noticed, but then again he was too busy trying to talk me back to bed with him this morning, which might I add was something amazing. Although I had declined it this morning.

I wanted to talk to Jack about my father but he was ignoring me from the moment we got to the airport. I wasn't going to push it, he might just have a bag hangover, but it did hurt a little.

Alex and I hadn't really made anything official which I wasn't going to push either. I was kind of just playing everything as it went. Dealing with things if I had too, not if I needed too.

I heard my phone go off as soon as I sat down on the plane and pulled it out.

From: Josh
I can't wait to see you tonight! xx

I bit my lip. Another thing I had decided I wouldn't deal with until I had too. Josh. 

It was such a mess I had gotten myself into. I didn't know what Alex and I had, or what Josh and I had, and I probably just looked like a slut.

"Who was it?" Alex's voice dragged me out of my thoughts. I put my phone back and smiled, "Just Harley." Now I was lying to him, which wasn't going to help either.

He nodded his head and glanced around, "So what's going on with Jack?" he asked quietly.

"I don't know. He probably just has a grouchy hangover." I shrugged and turned to look out the window as we took off. In 12 hours I'd closer to home, closer to my problems, and it probably wouldn't end well.

JACK'S POV

As soon as the plane landed I got up and off the plane. I couldn't sit with them all. Rian and Zack were fine, but Alex and Liz, just being around them annoyed me.

As soon as we got into the airport, I grabbed my bags and got a taxi. Everyone struggling to keep up.

"Excited to party Jacky?" I heard Liz ask.

"Yeah." I said blankly. She looked a little confused by my tone but brushed it off and turned to talk to Rian, leaving Alex alone to talk to me.

"What's your problem?" he asked quietly. His tone wasn't rude, he wasn't being mean, but his niceness just annoyed me worse.

"I just want to get to my friends." I knew the comment would hurt him, and the expression on his face showed it did, but I didn't care. He had pissed me off.

"Whatever Jack." he mumbled.

ALEX'S POV

Jack comment from earlier had really bothered me. What had I done? He couldn't of known about Liz and I sleeping together, so what was his problem?

I finished up my hair and walked out of the bathroom to see Liz's hair done to perfection., her dress clinging tightly to her perfect figure, and a smile placed on her lips.

"Let's go party!" she grabbed my hand quickly and pulled me out of the hotel room we had checked into a few hours ago.

We were having the huge party in the party room of the hotel. I had arranged it all for Jack and as we walked up to the closed doors that clearly had a party behind them, I couldn't help but feel bitter. Why had a went through all this trouble for Jack, if he was going to be a dick to me?

"Come on Lex. You look so bummed. Let's just go have fun, okay?" Liz looked at me hopefully and I nodded my head. I ran my hands over my skinny jeans and smiled. She looked so perfect. I had a beautiful girl who I had wanted, what was there to be upset about? 

I leaned down and kissed her quickly, "Alright, let's go."

ELIZABETH'S POV

The doors opened and I saw all the people. This weekend was going to be good. The drinking, the partying, all of it.

"I'm gonna go find Jack." Alex yelled over the music. He kissed my temple, causing me to blush, and walked off.

I looked around for someone I knew. I didn't want to stand here alone, but I couldn't find anyone.

"There she is!" I turned my head quickly to the accent I knew too well. Josh.

He smiled and hugged me tightly before pulling away and kissing me on the lips. I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to be rude, so I kissed him back lightly and pulled away.

"Let's go get drinks." I grabbed his hand and tried to avoid the questioning look on his face. What was I going to do?

A/N: I don't know if this will confuse you all but the time changes are small but usually change with POV'S. And I'd like to say it's really fucking annoying when your mom tell's you how she wished she didn't have a daughter and you just want to cry but you can't. And you're just thinking because your friend killed themselves a few days ago and your a mess. So tell me, what the fuck do I do now?