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xxviii | is this the end

ALEX'S POV

I fixed my dress jacket one more time before walking out of the hallway and back upstairs. The door was closed and I heard muffled noises on the other side.

"Liz?" I knocked.

When she didn't reply I opened the door slightly and saw her with her back to me on the bed.

Noticing she was crying I walked in, "Liz, baby, what's wrong?" 

She whipped a few tears away and forced a smile, "Nothing. Why?" 

"Babe, you were just crying. What's going on?"

She stood up and walked over to the mirror, lifting up her shirt to see her pregnant stomach. "I'm fat, Alex. I'm fat and ugly and your not gonna love me if I get any bigger." she whispered.

My heart broke at every word. She was perfect. She saw that- didn't she?

"No, Liz, I love you. Your not fat- your pregnant. It's a beautiful thing and our daughter is in there." I cooed, wrapping my arms around her.

"Lex, I can't even fit into a decent dress. I'm supposed to look good and all I look is fat." she breathed as the tears fell.

I turned her around and cupped her face, "Wear a looser dress? You have them. And you don't look fat- you look beautiful. Please don't be like this baby."

She whipped her tears away, "I'm sorry, Lex. I'll find something." she kissed me quickly and turned back to the bag she had.

Her sniffles softened and I knew she felt better. After deciding on what she was going to wear she walked back over and wrapped her arms around my waist, "I love you, Alex."

"I love you too, Liz." I replied instantly. She was so amazing.

I found my way downstairs as she finished getting ready. I decided to get on Twitter and talk to a few hustlers for a minute.

@teenagejalex: @AlexAllTimeLow @JackAllTimeLow are you excited to be back on tour and gettin' turnt up?

@AlexAllTimeLow: @teenagejalex @JackAllTimeLow gettin' turnt up every night whatcha talkin 'bout?

I read through a few more before I decided I'd tweet myself. 

@AlexAllTimeLow: Waiting for my beautiful girlfriend to get down here. She's soooooooo late.

My mentions blew up, like always, and I replied to the funny ones.

@rianisbaldnow: @AlexAllTimeLow yeah, YOUR one to talk about being late Alex!

@AlexAllTimeLow: @rianisbaldnow you know it!

I heard someone murmur 'shit!' and glanced up as Liz made her way down the stairs, picking at her nails.

My breath caught in my throat and my palms got sweaty. The effect this girl had on me was amazing.

Her black hair was curled and she was wearing a navy blue dress that flared out and you could see her stomach- which only made me smile more.

"You look beautiful." I smiled.

Her cheeks went pink, "Thanks. You don't look to bad yourself, Gaskarth."

We made our way to the car hand in hand and I can honestly say I felt amazing. I couldn't wait to have this baby and have everything perfect. Things might not have been how I planned- but it was something I wanted.

Life sometimes had a weird way of giving you what you wanted.

My hand rested on my thigh where the ring was. I felt myself getting slightly more nervous as I remembered what tonight had in store.

"Alex, that lights red!" Liz screamed. I hit my breaks hard as I saw the red light. The seat belts locked and we came to a screeching stop.

I hadn't realized my eyes were clamped shut until I felt Liz place a hand on mine. "We're okay." she whispered.

I slowly opened my eyes and turned to her- within seconds my eyes went wind again.

ELIZABETH'S POV

Something crashed into me as Alex's eyes widened. I closed my eyes shut in fear as I felt the car move. Suddenly I was turning in circles. 

I reached in the air to grab my stomach- wanting nothing more than to know my baby was safe- but so much was going on I couldn't control my arms.

I was getting dizzy when I cracked my head off the window and it smashed. I felt something sharp jab my arm and I screamed in pain. 

Then it all stopped. 

I reached for my stomach as the pain started. Worse than any other pain you've felt before.

I felt warm liquid and with blurry vision caught sight of the blood. I was upside down and my head was getting heavy.

There was so much blood.

It was getting harder to keep my eyes open as I heard someone screaming my name. I saw lights flashing off the wet ground.

It had rained this morning and the ground was still moist. The rain was so calming.

I let my mind wander to the sound of rain- even though it wasn't raining. It was so calming and peaceful.

Was I dying? Death was kind of peaceful. Forgetting everything I closed my eyes all the way, feeling weaker.

This is what death feels like.

A ever longing question that flows through everyone's minds at some point. I was experiencing it. I was dying.

I heard someone screaming but I couldn't move. Then I slipped off.

A/N: The end. Wow, I know right? Thanks to Hannah for helping- this fanfic writing helped clear my mind so much. Woah.

I'm going to write out some of the sequel, (this is story is part of me and even though nobody reads it- I want to write more) and it should be up some what soon? With Hannah's help of course.