im holding my breath.
im afraid to breath,
im not sure i want
to breathe in
your toxic aura
im waiting for you to
leave, to find
someone else to
poison.
but im getting
lightheaded
and its been far too
long since i've breathed in
sweet oxygen.
so i take a breath.
but im not met with
sweet oxygen,
im met with
unfiltered sadness
and lost love (two things
that combine to make
deadly toxins).
now im lost in you again.
you let me breathe
but always leave me wanting more,
of what im not sure.
i'll gladly breath you in,
i'll let the pain and the
agony burn my lungs
because anything is better than
nothing.
im breathing but im slowly dying.
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im happy i swear
