how can i get you to see me?
how can i get you to see
that im enough, that i can
be everything you
want and need,
everything he isnt.
i said i was okay with
being a distraction but
im not so sure about that
anymore because it doesnt
get any easier when you push
me to the side everytime he
fills you with sweet nothings.
is it bad that i want to be
more than a distraction?
i want to be what need and
i want you to want me,
but you dont, and im not
sure if i can handle this
anymore.
maybe instead of being a
distraction, i'll just leave, with
my head hung low because i believed
that sooner or later you'd realize
that i could give you everything
he could and some.
its midnight again and
i still love you, but you can
love him instead, i dont care.
__
im just being extra lololol
