ive written countless letters
and they all seem to stem from
the same reason. i continue
to write to you in hopes that one
day you might reply, or i might
get over you; whichever comes first.
but im still trying to find
a reason to try, because
with each day that passes
im getting close and closer
to giving up on this.
i thought you wanted this too,
that i wasnt the only one
trying, but i havent heard from
you in over three months and
im beginning to think that im
in this alone.
is it really worth it anymore?
writing to you doesnt help me,
it only reminds me that youre
not here.
it reminds me that im alone,
even after three months,
that im still sitting here
with blurry eyes and a
broken heart writing letters
to someone who might just
be part of my imagination.
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this is made up lolz
