LYRICS OF LOVE

CHAPTER 2

AMANDA'S P.O.V.

Little did I know that loving you will make me happy outside and have a river of tears inside.....

— Amandaleekisses14

" Are you sure all things are ready for your flight tomorrow?" sa kabilang linya iyon. Boses ng nakakatandang kapatid na lalaki ni Amanda. Long distance call. 

"Yes, Kuya. Please just be there on time, okay?. "

"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow, then...."mahinahon nitong sabi.

"Kuya...."

"Oh...bakit?"

"Thanks for everything...."

Napaupo si Amanda sa gilid ng kama. Tiningnan nya ang mga maleta na nasa lapag. Halos lahat ay naempake na nya. Flight nya bukas pabalik ng pinas. She's been living in California for almost 5 yrs  with their parents. Nag migrate na ang family nila dun. Naiwan ang kanyang Kuya Jayson sa Pinas upang i-manage ang recording studio na tinayo nito which isa na din sa kilalang recording studio ng mga malalaking artist sa Pinas. Dalawa lang silang magkapatid ni Jayson.

"No problem. Alam mo naman ikaw ang pinakamamahal kong baby sister. Pero sure ka ba sa decision mo?"

"Yes, Kuya. I think its best na walang alam sila Daddy at Mommy."Kilala mo naman sila, napaka over protective nila sa akin. And I'm sure they will not just stay quiet pag nalaman nila."

"Hmmmm....well, you have a point there."

"Thanks, for understanding Kuya." nakangiting sabi ni Amanda.

"See you soon."

"Ok."

Napahiga sa kama si Amanda. Napapikit. 

"He is seeing other woman for the past 6 months." "He is cheating don't you feel it?"

"Amanda, get back to your senses...""Don't be fooled by him".  "Face the reality that after all the love and trust you have given him...it's not enough for him...he betrayed you still...." boses iyon ng mga kaibigan nya na nakakaalam ng totoong nangyari sa relasyon na gusto nyang kalimutan. 

 " I already told you many times. There is no one. It's just I think things will not work out." boses iyon ng ex- boyfriend nyang si Steven. 

Biglang bumalik sa alaala nya.

Well, tulad ng isang plaka na paulit ulit na lang nangyayari sa mga taong nagmamahal..yun din ang nangyari sa relasyon nila Amanda and Steven...

Steven and Amanda had a 5 years relationship. They met in California.  He is the brother of one of Amanda's bestfriend. Steven has his own furniture company. He is 5 yrs. older kay Amanda. Malaki ang age difference nila pero hindi iyon naging hadlang para maging sila. All are well with them but only after almost 6 months before their 6 yrs together....nagbago ang lahat. Steven became cold. Malimit na din silang mag-away kahit maliit na bagay lang. Hindi nya na alam kung gaano kadaming balde ng luha ang naiiyak nya sa mga nangyari. Amanda felt something pero hindi nya gustong paniwalaan ang woman's intuition. She wants to work things out. Steven denied everything until their last serious talk. Amanda bare the pain kahit it already eaten her whole self. She wants to move on but its difficult lalo na at hindi maiwasan na magkita sila ni Steven at ang babaeng naging dahilan ng paghihiwalay nila. And the worst is, she is one of the people she treated as a friend. 

The only thing na nakikita nyang makakatulong sa kanya ay lumayo. Now she realized not to give your all in a relationship..you need to have something left for yourself. She wants to start a new beginning sa Pinas. Her only hope is that God will show her his will pagdating sa kanyang lovelife.

"Tok. Tok. Tok. " " Amanda, Dinner is ready.."

Napamulat si Amanda. Napabalikwas sya sa pagkakahiga.

"Yes, Mom. I'll be there in a minute." sagot nya.

Napahawak siya sa  magkabilang pisngi. Pinahid ang mga luhang tumulo...

Amanda. 5'7 ft ang height. Maganda. Kamukha niya ang gumanap na Moira Yoon sa hit korean drama na DOTS. Mabait na kapatid at anak.

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