Infatuation

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Liam's Pov

I always look at her

Gazing at the beauty God decided to breathe upon her. I don't believe in God, however I do have this strong feeling something or even someone is up there, in the heavens just covering the earth upon us, just looking down upon us, just watching.

I know there's someone up there because neither her mother or her father have the power to create such elegance, such beauty in one image.

And don't tell me a combination of DNA created this girl, because DNA from her father caused such hatred within her.

Oh God she's so beautiful, my friends always tell me 'what does Liam Dunbar see in this girl? I mean she's pretty for a black girl I guess' but what do they mean? What do they fucking mean?

Not just for a black girl, she's not even described as a girl to me, but as a woman.

But this woman isn't like every other woman. She isn't confident, she's insecure and anxiety slowly eats her pride every single day.

In her mind she thinks buying shades of 'beauty' from high branded stores will win her love, attention, and the worst of all, she thinks it will make her beautiful.

Fuck it, she caught my attention.

Not that attention like other men who speak to her with no better intentions than sex. All I want, all I desire, all I fucking need is her.

I'll give her the world. I swear I'll give her the world. I'll destroy what society calls 'beauty' off of her cocoa skin and let her see the real beauty that's within her, fuck the acne, fuck the discolouration.

I'm willing to give her that love like the sun and the earth, even after all this time the sun never says to the earth 'you owe me.' Look what happens with a love like that; it lights the whole sky.

Oh baby girl I want that kind of love with you. I'm not interested in making love or holding hands in the eyes of society if you don't want that.

But I just want to show her there's more to sitting at home on Instagram lurking on girls she classifies as 'pretty' just cause their skinnier or more 'prettier' if that's what she thinks.

Right now I'm sitting with Scott, Tyler and Isaac. Their burning their lungs with cocaine in order to forget their pain but who needs cocaine when human emotions can fuck you up just the same?

 Their burning their lungs with cocaine in order to forget their pain but who needs cocaine when human emotions can fuck you up just the same?

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