"Go get the girl Liam, we're both using each other to get over our exes and it's bad to go back into a toxic relationship, but I guess that's our yellow paint. Yellow is a colour of happiness, but yellow paint is poisonous and I guess our ex's are...
We all heard about it. About Scott. Everyone had their individual theory of what happened to him. I mean, it could've been depression or something that led him to attempt suicide.
We obviously don't know what happened but that's my theory anyway. I've never really thought of someone so deeply, or anything at all. But Scott.
He didn't deserve what happened to him, I know for a fact that Tyler was involved. I know for a fact he'd be involved in all of his 'friends' deaths.
I was supposed to be helping Liam finish our English project, but I couldn't stop myself from thinking. I was incapable of even making a second of eye contact or interaction with him.
"I mean if you don't mind?" Liam uttered, playing with a purple highlighter between his fingertips
"Huh? Um yeah good idea, do it." I spoke in a rush, zoning back into what I was thinking about.
He slowly nudged me and kept mentioning my name quietly until reality knocked back into my head.
We both had a moment were our eyes met. And usually I would not utter a word, but my thoughts were screaming loudly that I had the mighty urge to release them from their prison cell.
"Do you ever think about Scott?"
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Yeah all the time, like if it was suicidal. Then I know it's partly my fault."
I picked up my glue stick, repeating Liam's words. Taking my time to process what he mentioned. And then some minutes later I finally responded.
"How would it be your fault?" I said.
He paused, and placed his pen to the table, and took a deep breath in hesitation.
"You can't tell anyone this. Like please? Me and Scott used to be best friends. We did everything together. And I used to be close with Tyler and Isaac too.
I decided to link them up all together so we could all chill. But Tyler didn't like that. He thought Scott wasn't worthy enough to associate with us. I know I should've changed his perspective towards Scott but I thought it was only minor.
Whenever Scott had a girlfriend or somebody he liked, Tyler would instantly send videos of Scott when he was angry to her.
Like, when Scott found out about his mum doing prostitution he was cussing and like calling her names like a fat bitch, just generally really angry, and Tyler would video him and send it to his crush or his girlfriend with captions like 'jheeze he must be really mad at you'
So when the girl confronts Scott about it , he obviously didn't want to speak out about his mum, so he wouldn't deny it but he wouldn't say the truth either.
