Melancholic Lovers

Practice What You Preach

Scott's Pov-

36 days

I don't know what's more painful;
the people who suffocated me with neglect or the fact that no one visits me.

I clutch onto the hospital sheets and pray to a God I don't believe in. I'll be discharged soon but truth be told I don't want to.

I reach for my pen and grab another strip of paper and as I write my hand shakes in pain.

'Whoever reads this please do not bother informing my parents what has happened to me because they deserve a life not knowing

I would say don't inform my friends either but I have none. I destroyed myself to fix that one person and in return they painted me black

I liked being alone and for the past 36 days my name shall now be lonely.

Maybe we'll meet tomorrow when my second attempt fails and I'm balancing between life and death on the same hospital bed I was gripping on tightly at 3 am whilst my bloodshot eyes beg me to close them forever or maybe you'll see me next week surrounded by men who only knew my name lowering me 6ft deep underground

Bury me how you please, because I won't feel the atmosphere. I'm tired of feeling. Tomorrow isn't promised and I can't determine if I'll be breathing the same air as yourself

Maybe, just maybe someone can fix me. But how on earth do you fix the un fixable. It's funny, all the things we do just to be accepted in the face of society.

Many may try to bring the life into my veins but I'm like a jigsaw puzzle your trying to solve but find out at the end that the last piece to solve the mystery in me is missing.'

I let out a sigh and drop the pen out of my hand, and I stare. I stare at the walls surrounding me. So empty. So lifeless.

Tuesday 9th August

Kira's Pov-

I woke up listening to silence, the unbearable kind and to get myself away from this situation I often visit Liam.

I put on my earrings and head out the door, as I walk everything seems so cold, so sad.

'Where you going?' I voice shouted behind me.

Isaac.

'To hang out with Liam.' I uttered whilst walking past him

'I can't let you do that Kira'

'Well your gonna have to because I can do whatever I want'

'Really? So have you forgotten the time when you tasted my lips? They tasted of alcohol didn't they? It's funny because you said you hate the taste of alcohol but when I kissed you, you got drunk of the feel of my lips and then one day you'll down 3 shots of vodka within 7 minutes just to feel the adrenaline rush I once gave you.

You wanted me so bad, in fact you wanted it so bad, I could see it in your eyes. You were so wet. Dripping. You wanted me but you were trying to hide it. You acted so innocent.

But I guess I found it cute so I played along and then you brought Liam back into the picture , and that's when I knew I wanted your body so bad, I wanted to feel you so bad. So baby girl no your not seeing Liam because I don't share what's mine.'

Kira stood there without uttering a word, embarrassed and timid.

'What do you want from me Isaac' she stuttered

Isaac strolled towards her , positioning himself behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and whispered ,

'You'

Tylers Pov-

I saw everything. I heard everything. I recorded everything.

When I say I hate Kira koshirono I mean it. I know it will destroy her but it will definitely destroy Liam. That's not what I intend to do but just to get Liam to realize she isn't worth it.

She was never worth it, what they supposedly had wasn't real.

You know, I thought hurting people meant pulling the trigger, stabbing the life out of them but that's not necessary,

Sometimes it only takes the absence of someone who is your anchor or hatred from a mouth that spoke love to you,

Only that can cause a thousand deaths, without actually dying.

And that. Only that. Is how I will kill Kira Koshirono.