Kira's PoV-
"Kira. Remember that time when you scratched your knee and you described it as the most painful thing ever? I agreed because I never felt 'pain'. But I can tell you now, there's something more painful than physical injury. Love. Loss. Heartbreak. At first it seems like a rush of wind , just passing by.
But the wind never calms. It roars. It screams at your heart demanding to to shut down and when your heart becomes terrified it rips into pieces. But physically. I felt it. My heart breaking. And I am so sorry I didn't come to you during all this, your going through a lot too. Damn, I wish I could stand next to you at graduation.
Make em proud Kira. I love you Kira, from day one you've stuck by me. And I love you much, and the worst thing you could do is blame yourself for my death. Tell your mum thank you too. Whenever my mother would kick me out she'd always accept me. You don't understand how this hurts Kira. It breaks my fucking heart.
There's a gigantic lump in my throat. I wanted to say this on paper, a suicide note, but I wanted you to hear my voice. Can't you hear how weary it is? But now I will see, if the god you talk to highly about exist, or if the man down there who resembles me is going to rip me to shreds. I sound stupid. I know. And Im selfish. Keep me in your heart...
I'm so sorry Kira. I love you"
'End of voicemails'
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