"Go get the girl Liam, we're both using each other to get over our exes and it's bad to go back into a toxic relationship, but I guess that's our yellow paint. Yellow is a colour of happiness, but yellow paint is poisonous and I guess our ex's are...
I'm sat legs crossed by his grave. Why did you have to leave us Theo? It was all fine, everything was great. Why didn't you tell me?! I could've made it all better, if you just let me in.
The wind howled and the roses layed by his grave already started falling apart. I placed my daffodil on the edge of his grave, and placed my hesitant fingers inside my backpack to find a clear page in my notepad.
"Another day without you Theo. I love and miss you so much. I just, I just wish you didn't leave." I ripped the sheet and buried it underneath the soil near his grave.
I clicked onto my voicemail and replayed his last message to me, wiping away my tears.
"He was a good kid" a voice whispered behind me.
It was derek. Derek hale. After so many months of absence, he shows up.
He placed roses by his grave and sat near a bench, pondering.
"He needed you."
"I know."
"And you didn't help him. Nothing. You weren't there for him."
"Were you?"
"That's not the point. Your a fucking counsellor. it's your job"
"Ahh, the easiest route. Blame the counsellor because after all it's his duty to care."
"You could've saved-"
"No one can save anyone Kira and that's the way it is."
I laughed and wrapped my backpack around myself.
"He fucking needed you. And you left like a bitch. And now he's dead. Everyone leaves these fucking flowers and miss you letters when it's too late"
"Kira-"
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"When their fucking dead!"
I picked up on flower left my his grave and stood on it.
" that is so disrespectful! Kira stop."
I clutched onto a note left by his grave and read aloud 'I'll miss you so much Theo. - love Layla"
"Fucking bullshit! She never talked to him in school! Ever."
"KIRA PLEASE"
"Everyone cares when it's too late. When there's nothing left! No one ever knows what's going on unless your FUCKING DEAD"
