"Go get the girl Liam, we're both using each other to get over our exes and it's bad to go back into a toxic relationship, but I guess that's our yellow paint. Yellow is a colour of happiness, but yellow paint is poisonous and I guess our ex's are...
Physically I'm recovering; I'm intoxicated madness and it's like I'm in love with my sadness. I rotated my head , witnessing my heart monitor.
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"You should be happy your alive."
"People go through worse, you shouldn't be complaining."
"If you wanted to die so much why are you still alive?"
It's not me though. It's the person inside me. It feeds on sadness and now it's obese. I'm a paradox. I want to be happy, yet I think of things that make me sad. I hate myself, but I love who I am. I fail in my exams yet I'm ambitious.
I am everything, yet nothing. I'm worthless, yet priceless.
How can anyone understand me if I alone can't understand myself?
It's been weeks. Fucking weeks. Weeks were my eyes scream intense pain.
Moments later, a blank emotionless expression swept over my face as the realisation of what's happening gradually seeped in. The fear seemed to rise behind my eyes.
I'm a caged animal, I lay there. It was almost like I was paralysed by the tragic feeling of isolation. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes and pictured a scene of nothingness.
I felt the water creep out of my eyes, no matter how tight I shut them. I whispered to myself, "I want to die."
Liam's Pov-
I rose out of bed with something heavy pressing down upon me, it was like weights, just being pushed down upon me. It was that feeling again. The feeling I swore never to have contact with again. Love. I'm in love with Kira Koshirono. It's like a deep passion, an uncontrollable obsession.
I've discovered love again, it's running through every single vein in my body. I was thinking deeply about her until I saw a message on my phone. And realised by what Kira sent me, my baby girl isn't okay.
"Kira..?"
"Liam,I didn't mean to send that message I promise"
"It doesn't matter, what made you so sad yesterday night?"
"Liam I said I-"
"No. Don't do this to me. I love you. The first time I pressed my lips onto yours I felt a burning fire in my heart, Kira I'm so in love with you.
