"Go get the girl Liam, we're both using each other to get over our exes and it's bad to go back into a toxic relationship, but I guess that's our yellow paint. Yellow is a colour of happiness, but yellow paint is poisonous and I guess our ex's are...
I stared emotionless at the institution I had 5 days, so I did 5 new things
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Day 1. I met a girl Day 2. I told her I loved her after we had sex Day 3. I told her I adored her body & herself. That she's beautiful Day 4. We dated Day 5. I beat her until she started to bleed
I heard she's in critical condition. At first I was a little sad. A perfect body gone to waste.
Serves her right for being a slut.
I was getting checked in and as the officer read my offences & my problems he smirked and whispered to the officer next to him
'No chance he's gonna be saved'
I replied smiling
'I don't want to be saved.'
So readers. I guess this is the cue where I do some emotional motivational bullshit.
This is the last time your gonna hear my name in this story.
So, let me explain sadism to you.
Sadism is the tendency to derive pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting pain, suffering, or humiliation on others.
I'm not gonna be an attention seeker & tell you how I hate having this diagnosis.
Sadism protects me. I love not being able to feel in a world of pain.
Do not fantasise my condition. It's not pretty, it's not kind.
I beat women.
I tie up girls and and make them cry during sex. It makes me feel dominant.
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This sexual disorder is named for Marquis Donatien de Sade, who wrote novels about the idea of getting pleasure from inflicting pain. Sexual fantasies about harming an adult, child or animal are part of the disorder. If an individual has been having fantasies of this nature for six months or more, they meet the criteria for diagnosis under the DSM. The person must be experiencing difficulties or impairment in his or her personal relationships or job as a result of their fantasies or behavior to be diagnosed as a sexual sadist. The majority of sexual sadists are male. The sexual sadist will likely start having fantasies about domination and inflicting pain in adolescents. An individual who has these types of sexual fantasies may progress to the stage of starting to act them out in a real, as opposed to simulated, setting. Activities that a sexual sadist may engage in include hitting, whipping, burning, cutting or biting. He or she may wish to urinate or defecate on the other person. ----------------------------------------------
