"Go get the girl Liam, we're both using each other to get over our exes and it's bad to go back into a toxic relationship, but I guess that's our yellow paint. Yellow is a colour of happiness, but yellow paint is poisonous and I guess our ex's are...
I rummage through my old letters, taking some trash out and I come across a picture of her. I let out a sigh and hesitantly grab onto my cigarette and light it, as the smoke blew out my mouth it surrounded her hazelnut eyes. I need to do this, I need closure. But isn't closure just opening doors to toxic people to see if they can intoxicate us even more with sickness?
Whatever I'm not letting this opportunity go again, I reach out for my phone and start texting.
'Your killing my with silence but I should be the one doing it, if you love me tell me and if not let me breathe fresher air instead of waiting for you to speak whilst I'm drowning."
-message sent.
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Keke Koshirono -
I'm running away. Maybe with Kira? I don't know but I miss Alaric, he is the only man who has never broken my heart. Maybe I'm not thinking straight. I'm 43 and I'm not getting any younger. Call me a crazy romantic but I don't want to spend my whole life basing on 'what ifs'
I pick up my phone and start texting.
"You don't need to drown anymore, I will save you."
