"Go get the girl Liam, we're both using each other to get over our exes and it's bad to go back into a toxic relationship, but I guess that's our yellow paint. Yellow is a colour of happiness, but yellow paint is poisonous and I guess our ex's are...
My head lay on my bed, gazing at the ceiling whilst my mind was filled with thoughts. I rotated my head to check what time it was. 10:20.
I let out a deep and heavy sigh, trying to bear how terrible my day was going to be. Counselling, then facing my mums explanation of why there was a man expressing his love towards her, and probably seeing Stiles or Isaac after yesterday.
I let out a sigh again. I'm so tired right now, and not because I've been woken up by our neighbours lawn mower. No. I'm tired of everything, especially life. I'm not a person who ever has depressing thoughts.
I'm not like that. But it went from negative thoughts, to depressed thoughts and now I feel it turning into suicidal thoughts. It's a never ending cycle.
I'm not like that as I said, and I know I need to inform Mr Hale but I need to figure out what's wrong with me first before someone else tells what's wrong with me.
11:00am.
I've been thinking so much I've literally lost track of time. I slowly get out of the comfort of my duvet and sit upright on my bed, gazing at the view from my window.
"Kira?"
I didn't recognise this voice, it was too deep and too manly to be mama. I rotated myself and I couldn't help but stare at him.
Stare at the man who lay his hands on my mothers face to press his lips upon hers. All I could do was stare.
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Alaric's PoV-
She looks just like her mother. Beautiful but also un-afraid of humans. But she has that emotion in her eyes, as if she's been crying all night and craves attention from someone.
And I also know she has a perspective of me. That I'll hurt her mother, that I'll make her mother tug onto her pillows at night praying she'd just find someone who genuinely cares for her soul. And to be honest, I've fallen for her. I really have.
But convincing this child that I'm not going to cause her mother heartbreak and pain is going to be a difficult task that I'll have to fulfill. But fuck, Keke Koshirono is so worth it. I swear.
"I know you don't know-" before Alaric could utter his last words Kira cut him off, as if she knew what he was going to say.
"I know who you are. You kissed my mother last night. I saw through the window. I saw everything" Kira responded with silence in her tone.
"Listen Kira, I'm sorry you had to find out-"
"It's fine because I won't be finding anything anymore. Right? Your going to leave. Because we're happy together as just mother in daughter, she doesn't need you in the picture. We don't need you in the picture. So just go. Just leave." Kira demanded in anger. Clenching her jaw tightly as usual.
