Emblem4ever (emblem3/one direction story)

chapter 4

I woke up rested the next morning at 9:30 and Drew was already gone most likely for a run and he'll be back in an hour for breakfast and then we all head to the skate park like almost everyday thats normal when I'm with the boys anyways I get up and stretch not bothering to put my t-shirt back on and I grab Wes' hamper and start the wash before going to grab my shower stuff from my room Angel is still sleeping as is Keaton

"Be?" Keaton asks well I thought he was asleep I motion for him to come to the hall so he doesn't wake up Angel

"are you ok sis? you haven't needed to sleep with them in a while" he says sounding worried

"I'm fine Keats don't worry Angel asked Wes about her dad and it just brought everything back the hurt the pain the hopelessness was all back I felt alone again like I did when he left and it sacred me so I needed my big brothers your one of them also but I needed you with Angel you can keep her calm when she wakes up scared" I said and he nodded and kissed my head and let me go shower I couldn't stop thinking about the past though about Angels dad and my family when I was on the streets I had a deep emptiness that seemed to engulf me that's why I got Anhelica on my arm so big remind myself I'm not alone it hides my scars though they aren't physically seen and also proves to me that even though my past is hidden it'll never be gone I changed in the past 4 years and I will never be that girl again but my scars even my emotional ones are reminders of how bad life got before Brooke saved me I was already rinsing the conditioner out of my hair when reality caught up to me I cut the water off dried off and steped out

"hurry Drews back he brought donuts" Wes said banging on the door and a laugh escaped me as I finished getting dressed and went to the kitchen

"Drew can you fix my hair please?" I ask and he nodded with a small smile and pulled it into a French Braid and then put my cap on top fixing it perfectly so it won't fall off he's good with hair and I ate 2 blueberry donuts with milk and put two with sprinkles aside for Angel and Drew goes and picks Brooke up and puts her in my bed with Angel incase one of them wakes up and we put a note on the door and one on the dresser incase one is lost and we head for the skate park with my beach bag which has the boys trunks sunscreen sunglasses waters sandwichs for the boys candies fruit veggies and a bunch of other goodies along with towels I left a bag for Angel at home with everything she needs and I had my bikini under my cloths and we headed to the skate park