Emblem4ever (emblem3/one direction story)

Chapter 21

I woke up the next morning to the guys glaring at me Keaton snapped out of it first and handed me my pill and water without looking at me they were just acting weird I took a shower and came back dressed in jeans and a cut off t-shirt and Keaton's DCs I handed Drew a brush and he fixed my hair in a regular French braid without saying a word and Fixed it so that Wes' hat would still fit I then grabbed one of Drew's necklaces and put it on along with a few of his bracelets

"good" I ask then I turn around and see they're all still glaring at me

"ok what is wrong with y'all?" I hiss getting annoyed they are acting distant they have never been like this with me and it hurt they wouldn't even look at me and it pissed me off

"you know what forget it" I say and go to the bathroom almost in tears but I wouldn't let them fall I pulled Wes' hat off kicked off Keaton's shoes and put on my pink ones they know I hate pulled the necklaces and bracelets off and pulled my hair out of the braid it was in I was majorly pissed at them I put on a real shirt that covered my stomach and had long sleeves even though it was 80 degrees out I left my hair down something I have never done but I didn't care then I got a message from Simon saying we have rehersal at 5 tonight but it was only 11 so I got a journal and pencil and walked out to the beach and I sat in the sand and tried not to cry instead I wrote to get it off my chest

'How can you look at me

like you so ashamed

when I didn't do nothing

yet I get blamed

you won't look me in the eyes

what did I do

I just slept

what's gotten into you

you can't tell me things are ok

when I've seen that look

on your face

I know it means your pissed

but you've never aimed at me

what does this mean

do you hate me

yesterday we were fine

but today we ain't cool

you won't talk to me

like I'm the one acting a fool

you driving me crazy

but I refuse to cry-'

I wrote and then put it down when my phone started ringing at noon

"hello" I answered

"hey Be where are you can we talk?" Liam said and I sighed

"yeah I'm on the beach about ten minutes from Simon's house" I answerd and he said he was on his way and we hung up and I went back to my rap

'I think I gotta change

you hurt me

because you can

I gave you power

I didn't realize I nolonger had

how can I trust you

your ganna hurt me again

I no longer know what to do

you'll say your sorry

but I ain't in the mood

for games