Letters To You

twenty-two

Dear You,

You know what I find funny? The people who hurt the most and feel like scum of the earth are the people who want to help people the most. They are the people who want to fix everyone and everything and make sure no one ever gets hurt. Everyone wonders why, do you? well I will tell you anyways.

The people who have been hurt the most want to make sure no one else ever gets hurt because they know the dying, worthless, I'm done feeling.

The people who have cried the most always want to see a smile on peoples lips because they never want anyone else to ever cry.

The people who hate themselves, who think they are the fattest, ugliest, worthless, scrum of the earth, how could anyone love me, mot awful person in the world people are the ones who will always lift you up and fix you. They will always be the ones to make you feel loved and wanted and beautiful, because they know what it's like to have to feel that way and have no one help you.

Those people that you see who always care too much, love too much, smile too much and cry too little are the ones who have been broken down, but yet want to always give and help.

Those are the people you should want to hang out with. Those are the people you should like. Those are the people who would go to the moon and back for you even though you won't even look at them.

Those "freaks" are the people who have helped countless people and are breaking down inside and you know what? You are helping them break. You are breaking them down, brick by brick.

Those are the people you snicker at, those are the people who would do anything just to get you to look at them.

This is the girl who just wants to finally be seen. This is the girl who is always invisible, who is always in the shadow of someone else. This is the girl who wants you to see her. This is the girl who feels worthless, who feels fat, who feels ugly, who feels like the scum of the earth. This is the girl that just wants to make you and everyone else happy.

This is me.

-Me.