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Dear You,

So I realized how it is possible to be sad and happy at the same time.

You're only happy, because you so desperately want to be and you try to be so you end up being happy even though on inside you are sad. Your true emotion is sadness, but you want to be happy so bad that, without even trying, you end up being fake happy. Your brain gets confused because you are sad, but on the outside you are happy and then inside, along with feeling sad, you feel confused and your emotions feel all jumbled up and the same. It's a weird feeling, but that's how it's possible. You want to be happy so a little part of you is. Let's say 5% is happy and the outside just shows happiness, but on the inside the other 95% is sad.

It's a weird feeling. Very weird.

-Me.

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