Dear You,
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that I can't talk to you, I'm sorry that I always say goodbye first, I'm sorry that sometimes it seems that I ignore you, I'm sorry that I don't talk to you. I'm sorry. I'm beyond sorry. I'm more sorry then you'll ever know.
But you don't know how hard it is to do those things and how much I don't want to do them.
You can't think that I don't care or that I don't want to talk to you or that I hate you, because none of those things are true. I do care, I do want to talk to you and I don't hate you. Not at all.
You just don't know how hard this is. You don't know how hard any of this is. You just don't.
Please don't think any of those awful things I listed above. Please believe what I said after those awful things.
You just have to believe me when I say that I'm sorry. You have to believe me when I say that I don't want to do any of that stuff. You have to believe me that I do care and want to talk to you and that I don't hate you. You have to believe me. You have to.
This is just so hard.
I'm so beyond sorry.
-Me.
YOU ARE READING
Letters To You
Non-FictionDear You, theses letters are all the things I wish I would've said and asked you. Maybe now you'll suddenly care. -Me
