Letters To You

fifty-three

Dear You,

Why would you want to leave me? After everything. After all the things I've told you, after I've opened up so much, after I have started to kind of believe that I am good and not all bad, after everything and you want to leave me.

Why? Why would you do that? Why would you want that? Why would you of all people think I don't care? Even if you have hurt me and even if I wasn't your friend, which I am, I would still care for you because that's the kind of person I am, unless I am just believing a lie that you told me.

So why? I really wish that You could answer that simple question. Why?

What happened to I will never leave you? What happened to I will never hurt you? What happened to that? Was it just a big joke to you? Because it wasn't to me. It really wasn't. It really isn't. Not at all.

If you leave then you will be breaking all those promises. You know I finally trusted someone other then her to not leave me and now you will? Honestly?

I just wish that you would see the whole picture and how what you will do will effect everyone and how what you say you will do effects me more then I can say.

You know how badly people can effect me, so why would you say stuff like that?

Why would you want to just take the easy route out instead of sticking threw it, at least for me if not for anyone else? That's just what he did. You promised to never hurt me like he did and you would never leave me like he did so why would you now?

I just don't understand. I really don't.

Another thing I don't understand is how you can think that I don't care and how I will move on so quickly if you did do something. Seriously? You think that? Shall we look back on the past and think of everything that has been said and done?

I hope I didn't hurt you.

I hope you understand the true point of this letter.

I hope you don't leave. If you did I would honestly never be able to forgive you.

I hate when I have to be honest and say stuff like this. I hate when there are so many unanswered questions and I end up feeling like this. I really hate it.

Please don't ever leave me.

-Me.