Not Knowing

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I just do not know what to do anymore.

I do not know what to think anymore.

I do not know what to be anymore.

I do not know myself anymore.

At first, I thought I would be all alone because everyone ignored me.

Maybe because I had you,

Or I neglected them over you,

Or I was always like this.

I would be alone again with no one to be with and no one to call "mine."

But I got used to the fact you did not want me.

The fact that we should just stay friends.

I knew it would happen.

I did not know when, but soon enough.

Now I do not know what to think of you anymore.

Sometimes you make me mad, but sometimes you make me smile.

I just do not want to fall for you again and have my heart broken again...

That is how guys are I guess.

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