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Have you ever felt like you were lonely or an outcast? Did you ever feel like no one understands you or you just cannot figure out your mixed emotions? Have you had feelings hidden inside of you, waiting to come out? These poems express what is...

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Not Knowing

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by jgchung

by jgchung

I just do not know what to do anymore.

I do not know what to think anymore.

I do not know what to be anymore.

I do not know myself anymore.

At first, I thought I would be all alone because everyone ignored me.

Maybe because I had you,

Or I neglected them over you,

Or I was always like this.

I would be alone again with no one to be with and no one to call "mine."

But I got used to the fact you did not want me.

The fact that we should just stay friends.

I knew it would happen.

I did not know when, but soon enough.

Now I do not know what to think of you anymore.

Sometimes you make me mad, but sometimes you make me smile.

I just do not want to fall for you again and have my heart broken again...

That is how guys are I guess.