It is happening again.
This heartbreaking moment of truth.
The moment when we both "mutually" decided to end our friendship.
Why is that?
Why do you want to end it?
Someone told me you regretted it?
Do you?
Someone told me you still care for me.
Do you?
Someone told me this fighting is not worth it?
Is it?
You tell me.
However, that is exactly the issue here.
You did not tell me anything.
Sure, you muttered some helpful offers with my project,
But that. Is. All.
You are a useless piece of memory that I want to erase from my head.
Why did you stay if you did not think our relationship meant anything to you?
Why did you?
Why?
Because going through all that crap and drama was a BIG waste of my time in the first place,
But now that you are throwing it away like leftover food,
I cannot help but want to scream in your ear until you are completely deaf,
Until you realize what you have done...
...To me.
You broke my heart and stomped on it like a piece of chewed up gum.
Is that what I am to you?
Chewed up gum?
This is degrading.
Degrading to know that my time and effort to become your friend was wasted.
A waste of my time and a waste of my breath,
My breath on you.
Those secrets...those secrets we shared.
I do not think I can trust you with those anymore.
You are free from our friendship's link.
You are liberated to do whatever you want,
Whatever you please.
With the knowledge you have on my past life:
Love, drama, and enemies.
It might be too dangerous for you to be walking around with it,
When we are no longer friends,
No longer what I call "trustworthy."
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