At the first sight I would not take another look.
You were just plain you.
I never noticed you,
Never once spoke one word to you,
Never tried to meet any eye contact with you.
Yet, you have turned my whole world around.
My life was one heart break to another.
These feelings were not meant to be.
They were just there, out of nowhere.
These feelings are so revealing, so suffocating, so thrilling.
Sometimes I love you.
Sometimes I hate you.
Sometimes I feel nothing at all.
How do I stop these mixed feelings from coming?
How do you wash away undesirable feelings?
How do you push your heart to the true reality?
How do you give up love?
Just when the first day we spoke, you opened my heart.
You got to know me.
You spent as much time with me as possible, like you were dying tomorrow.
You told me how you loved everything about me,
Even if I cheated on a test,
Or if I still slept with a teddy bear,
Or if hated every food on this planet.
Is this what I want?
What I really want?
Friends being more than friends, although I thought it was never going to be possible.
These feelings are so revealing, so suffocating, so thrilling.
Sometimes you stare at me.
Sometimes you ignore me.
Sometimes you do nothing at all.
How I stop these mixed feelings?
How do you wash away undesirable feelings?
How do you push your heart to the harsh reality?
How do you give up love?
Life is lonely without you.
Staying away from you is like floating in the empty, infinite space of the Universe.
You are everything I think about.
You are my everything.
I want to want you,
And I hope you feel this, too.
How do you give up love?
Because I cannot give up love with you.
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Poetry of Life ✔
PoetryHave you ever felt like you were lonely or an outcast? Did you ever feel like no one understands you or you just cannot figure out your mixed emotions? Have you had feelings hidden inside of you, waiting to come out? These poems express what is...
