I feel my palms sweating,
My lips yearning,
My legs shaking,
My breath quickening,
My heart pumping...faster and faster.
I try to hold myself together, but nothing works.
I am losing control of my own body.
Why does it feel like I am always wanting something but never knowing what it is?
Why does it feel like I need to touch someone but never knowing who?
Why does it feel like I have something missing every time I come home?
Why does it like my legs are in a hurry to go to school?
Why do I feel like I have to laugh whenever you are near?
Why do I want to feel like velvety feeling of your hands?
Why do I want to stare into your eyes until I see what I always wanted to know?
I am becoming closer to you, but it is only making me want to touch you more.
What if one day I cannot stand being "only friends"?
What if I want to be something more?
More than this joking around,
More than this flirtacious patting of each other's shoulder,
More than this exchange of confusing glances.
Nowadays, I just do not understand what I want.
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Poetry of Life ✔
PoetryHave you ever felt like you were lonely or an outcast? Did you ever feel like no one understands you or you just cannot figure out your mixed emotions? Have you had feelings hidden inside of you, waiting to come out? These poems express what is...
