Blessed with a curse. (Ben Mason/Connor Jessup.) Falling Skies

Chapter 4-What's so good about picking up the pieces?

Hiya, I just got back from school. Well I finished at 3:15 but I had to stay behind, and talk about this band thing.:) I'm so happy, because I found out as well as seeing Sleeping With Sirens, I'm going to see Bring Me The Horizon.:D I'll be in the same room as Oliver Sykes and Kellin Quinn. Yes I know about the other members. There is Justin,Kellin,Gabe,Jesse and Jack. :D Anyway. Sorry it's short.  

In this chapter there is a lot of confusing bits, just ask me and I'll clear it up. Also I've dedicated this chapter to Mitch Lucker. For the people who don't know him, he was the most amazing and awesome Idol a girl like me could ask for. He died last year. Sadly, He was amazing. I looked up to him, and now he's gone:( I miss him. He still had his life ahead of him. He's voice was just :) He was the lead singer of Suicide Silence. They are just awesome. There is a picture to the side of him. ------> 

The reason this chapter is called 'What's so good about picking up the pieces?' Is because that's the song I listened to while writing this. Its called Caraphernelia by Pierce The Veil. 

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The mason's and us where sat down at the usual spot. Pope was walking round and kept looking at me. Liam soon got annoyed and asked him the problem. 

He said nothing but walked away. Everyone by now had hear that Karen was on the look out for me. People had told me I was brave still fighting. I simply turned and said "I'm the only girl left in my family. If I don't fight who will for my mum's and brothers life" The nodded and walked away. Me and Liam have been checking in on Danny, Anne thinks he's fine but we should still be on my toes as they harnessed him at a young age, while he's still growing. Ben was fine because he was15 and his body was not fully grown but over half way. I've been sleeping less and Ben's noticed. He is worried for me, he's said it himself. I've been on 3 mission's and not once has Karen been there. I know she's not lying, but still why not kill me now? 

"Hey, How you feeling?" Anne walked in, Ben brought me here because I'm getting ill by the day, I've not been eating and not sleeping.

"Fine, better than yesterday" She nodded, and checked my drip.

"Ben was asking for you" 

"He was?" She nodded.

"He, really likes, you Hayley, and your his world. Don't let Karen win." 

"I just need to do this for my mum and Craig" 

"I know, but this is what she does. She'll get in your head and make you anxious. Therefore, you will slowly kill yourself. Instead of her doing it" She explained.

"I know, but I'm gonna die anyway, it's the circle of life." She chuckled.

"Truth. Here's some more clothes, go get changed. Tom's doing a speech." I nodded and went to get changed. I took my black nail vanish out of my bag and paintedmy nails, I had a shower and then got ready, As I was walking out. Matt came running over.

"Hey Matt what's up?" I asked him.

"Nothing, I want to ask you something?" I nodded. "Have you fell out with Ben?" 

"No why?" 

"Oh nothing, It's just we haven't seen you for a while and we all think you and Ben are over."