Blessed with a curse. (Ben Mason/Connor Jessup.) Falling Skies

Chapter 6- She won't give up.

Hayley's POV 

The next thing I knew I was waking up and Karen was looking at me in the eye. She was so creepy, I mean who does that?! She smiled, like a proper different smile than what I've ever seen her with. Hal always talked about her smile and the fact that It was cute or nice. But I knew that Karen wasn't there again.

"Awake yet!?" She asked, slyly. 

"No, I'm still asleep. What do you think Karen?" I snapped back. 

Ask me. I dare you. Ask me where I am, because it's like I'm in hell, Dark, Red. Black. It's like she's planning on taking my life or something. I don't have any clue why I'm here. I think she might some Ben issues. I mean come on. Planning on killing his ex just so he will come running. He ain't gonna be falling into her arms. I can say that for sure.

"Oh please, Your life's on the line and your smart re-marking me. Are you stupid? Maybe you are. I don't know what Ben saw in you. " She snapped me back into life.

"Maybe because I have an nice personality.Because I don't plan on murdering everyone I see. Ever thought about that?" 

"Oh please. I can not kill someone for a day. I mean, did Maggie ever tell you the story?" 

"What story?"I asked.

"The one with Ben, It was a while back when you first joined the 2nd Mass. Ben didn't even care about you,He still doesn't. How does it feel Hayley? Not being wanted. You should of cut your self the full way. Not just stopping at a wrist. Or your leg. Right about where your Mitch tattoo is. Stupid selfish girl. You should just kill yourself. No one cares"

"SHUT UP. THEY DO. DANNY DOES. SO DOES BEN"I screamed at her.

"Where are they?" 

She was right. No matter how I hated to admit it. Karen was right for once,maybe they didn't care. Awh well. I have myself. I'm strong right? Even I forgot what it feels like to be strong. I'm stupid,hopeless and I know I'm gonna die here

"Cat got your tongue?"

"Fuck off, Karen your doing this because you love Hal and can't bear to see him with someone he loves, that's all it is. So you aim at his brother, so Hal will be more focusing on getting me back then him being with Maggie, you plant something in his head, and he comes running, that's your plan. I'm not stupid, Your right I should of killed myself, every night I felt like that, killing myself, But I looked at that tattoo and saw what my life really means, being there for my future children, being there for my family, telling them about my day. Being able to look them in the eye when they graduate and telling them how proud I am of them. My husband holding my hand, while the kids and they're kids play on the beach in L.A yeah, your right, none of that means anything to you. Your just a cold hearted bastard!" I screamed. Not caring what might happen to me or the family back at camp. 

"KAREN.MOVE AWAY FROM HER" I heard Tom scream, I felt a knife being stabbed in my gut, I looked down and Karen smirking. She whispered something into my ear.

"Be careful, don't want you losing the perfect dream right?" I felt the blood gush out of me, I felt weak, soon blackness came over me. 

"NOOOO. HAYLEY"The last thing I heard was a shot. I was dying slowly. And I wasn't even fighting it.

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Sorry for the short chapter, I have a lot on my mind. Monday was truly amazing, They rocked and I would do it all again. Justin looked at me and I know what your thinking "He looked at other people as well" But for your favourite member to look at you and the one who saved your life, it's a big thing. I wanna apologize for the bad lingo. My bad. 

So as a kind regard to my best mate and SWS I'm dedicating this chapter to them and her! She's truly amazing<3

Have fun guys. :)

~Megan xx