Staying With The Higgins Boys

Chapter Forty-Two

Skye's P.O.V

" oi I'm not done." I hear a gruff voice call from behind me. I choked back my tears of anger, regret, and pain. I turned around and walked back into the hotel room Ariel following behind.

" Skye you don't have to do what he says." She whispered. I stood in front of an angry niall.

" niall leave it mate." Josh piped.

" what did you think Skye? You could just leave it would be funny. go for a holiday forget about everyone." Niall spitefully joked.

" can I just fucking remind you Skye is not the only one that came." Josh spat.

" shut the fuck up josh." Niall growled. I swallowed a lump in my throat, this was all my fault.

" niall this isn't all about you ." I shouted, i suddenly gave in and collapsed down a wall crying my eyes out.

" I'm sorry I'm so sorry. I'm stupid i hate myself for it ." I cried into my palms. I hated crying in front of people but this time i couldn't help it. Josh came and sat by my side rubbing my back. Niall stormed out of our sight and went and stood out on the balcony . I shifted myself onto josh and wrapped my arms around his kneck. He rested his head on my shoulders.

" I hate seeing you like this, don't hate yourself. There's no need if its anyone's fault it's mine. So please stop crying ." He said holding my chin and looking into my eyes. I briefly smiled at him, i was taken a back by josh leaning in and kissing me, we were interrupted by niall awkwardly standing in the door frame. Josh shifted me off of him and pulled me up.

"I'm going to go join Ariel and harry." Niall said shoving past us and going down to the pool to join harry and Ariel. I applied some more make up and changed my outfit before taking Josh's Hand and joining everyone down at the pool. I saw harry trying to tug Ariel into the pool, but Ariel playfully pushing him in. And then i saw niall sitting on his phone. Just like old times.

" josh i can't do this." I choked.

" it's fine just pretend he's not there." He said tugging on my arm. I sat down for a few minutes before breaking in.

" niall we need to talk properly." I said standing up and leading him away from everyone else.

" niall we can't go on like this." I whimpered .

" we can't just live our life's with you ignoring me and thinking of me as a horrible bitchy person."

" we can try." Niall said not looking up.

" niall seriously your killing me just talk." I sobbed

" okay, you want to hear me talk listen up. You and josh , what are you are you in love or what are you friends , I'm confused when he kisses you I'm crumbling inside , i never lost feelings for you i still have them now , i panicked when i woke up and you weren't there. Josh is my best brother and when I saw you too together i broke. I know its too late. I'm sorry . I just can't stand seeing you with him. I-I'm sorry." He croaked. My eyes widened. Not sure what to do or say.

" n-niall." Tears began trickling from my eyes again. " I-I'm sorry you feel that way." I cried.