Adopted By Ashton Irwin

Gotta Get Out

Even when the sky is falling down,
Even when the earth is crumbling around my feet.
Even when we try to say goodbye,
You could cut the tension with a knife in here.
'Cause I know what'll happen,
If we get through this.

Gotta Get Out ~ 5 Seconds of Summer

Sophie's POV
I couldn't handle Michael telling Ashton about what I did. I freaked out, I ran as fast as I could until I was out of the studio.

I heard footsteps behind me, quick and heavy.

"Sophie, please! Slow down." It was Luke. Great, I thought. Another person will know.
"What?" I answered, sounding harsher than I had intended.
"What's going on? You ran out of there before telling us." He was out of breath from the running.
"I just can't do this anymore." I cried. "I can't, I can't, I just can't!" I screamed as loud as I could. It felt great, to be able to release all of this inward anger.
"Just calm down. What can't you do?" He was trying to be calm but I could see the tears on his red face.
"Everything."
"What do you mean?"
"I cut again after I promised you that I wouldn't and I'm so sorry." I broke down.
"Oh, it's okay. It's okay to relapse, that's how you recover." He said with the softest voice, wrapping an arm around me. I'd stopped crying now but I just couldn't move. I felt trapped by the air.
"Do you want to go back inside? It's getting cold out here." Luke whispered.
I just gave a small nod amd allowed him to lead me back to the studio.

A/N - Sorry this is so short. More of another filler chapter.