5 seconds of summer imagines//preferences

Calum imagine for Irene

OKAY, CALUM WON'T BE IN THIS AT THE START, BUT BARE WITH, BECAUSE HE WILL BE :) AND FYI, THIS IS A SAD ONE.

You feel really sick right now. Your palms are sweating, you are hella nervous for this day. You've been waiting for 1 and a half years for this moment. 1 and a half years ago, he asked you to marry him. And today was that day. The day you would become Mrs Williams. You met your fiance, and soon to be husband, a while ago, but the relationship had been less than smooth. You'd broken up several times throught the 3 years you'd been together - there had always been one person there for you, your best friend. Calum.

Your mind kept wandering to your bes tfriend, Calum, and how when you'd told him about you getting engaged, he had hesitated before acting happy for you. Sinc ethat day, 1 and a half years ago, you hadn't spoken much to Calum about your wedding plans, becaus ethe few times you had, you'd just argued. He had never had a problem with you being with Tim before your engagement, so why was it that that's why you fell out?

You see, you'd invited Calum to your wedding, considering you'd have thought your best friend would have wanted to be there on such a special day, but he'd simply replied with something along the lines of 'I can't, I'm busy' you didn't know what you'd done wrong, and although it broke your heart to know that Calum wasn't going to be there with you, you needed to stay positive. You were marrying the man of your dreams, someone who made you extremely happy and you weren't going to let Calum ruin it.

You were brought out of your thought when your saw your mother open the door, and gasp when she saw you. "Irene, baby, you look beautiful!" It was now, that you took the time to go over your outfit.

You were wearing a floor length, white wedding gown. Tight-fitting so it would hug your figure, with a train, that your younger sister was going to hold. The back was low cut, and stopped just before your bum, leaving your whole back exposed. You had white heels on, red lipstick, and simple eye make-up. No eye-shadow, just mascara and eye liner. You wear wearing, silver diamond, dangly earrings, along with the silver bracelet Calum bought you for your 18th, when you were younger. You never take it off, even during your arguments, it is one of the most precious things you own.

You smiled at your mum and embraced her in a hug, before you shooed everyone out so you could relax a bit, and compose yourself. You carefully sat down ina  chair making sure to not disloge any piece of your hair. Which was clipped up, with white flowers placed carefully in to it. You were just about to double check your appearence when you heard a knock at the door, thinking it was your mother again, you said the person could come in.

Your back was facing the door when the person spoke "whoa." You instantly recognised that voice and turned around only to come face to fac ewith Calum. You eyes filled with happy tears that he was actually here, at your weddng, even afterthe argument you'd had. You both just stared at each other, and as he looking over what you were wearing, you decided to do the same. He was wearing a black suit, with a white shirt, and a black tie. In the pocket of his suit he had a white, silk hankerchief folded up, and his hair was styled how he usually had it. His shoes were shiny, so you knew he'd bought them just for today.

You hadn't even realised you'd started to cry, until Calum ran over to you and pulled you in to a hug. God, evenwith your heels on he was still taller than you. You started to sob uncontrolably, and you didn't know why. Calum, being Calum, just held you close, stroking up and down your back, whispering comforting words in to your ears.

When the tears finally subsided, you pulled back to look at Calum, "I-I thought you weren't coming?" you ask, causing him to sigh and look at his feet. He looks up, straight in to your eyes and says "I wasn't going to, but then I thought, you've always been there for me, whenever I've needed you, and today, is your day. The one that you've been dreaming of. What kind of best feiend would I be if I didn't turn up?", his voice cracks at the end, and a tear slips out fo his eyes. "Oh god Irene, you're making me cry"

You girn at him, but you stop when you see a sadness in his eyes. You take his cheek gently in your hand and stroke it with your thumb. "What's the real reasong you werent going to come Calum?" you ask softly, not wanting to pull on any nerves. He heaves a heavy sigh and say "you might want to take a seat", you nod cautiously, and sit on one of the chairs in the room. Calum sits down next to you and takes your hands in his, saying "let me finish, before you speak ok?" You nod, and he takes a deep breath before beginning.

"Irene, do you remember the day when we first met? Under the tree in the park, after Luke kicked the ball at your head?" you laugh, remembering that moment, and nod, urging him to continue. "Well, at that moment, I knew you were something else, something..special. You had this ora about you, that just drew me in. You were so funny and smart and you got me, like no-one did. You made me happy. And when we started hanging out regularly, it made me realise, how much I had to thank fate. It brought you to me. Someone so pure and sweet and caring, as you, took the time to be my friend, to listen to me, to help me. And I loved it. You're my best firned Irene, you always have been and I hope you always will be, and I'm sorry that I'm saying this now, because I know it's too late, but I need you to know"

By this point, tears are falling out of your eyes again, because of how sweet Calum's words are. "I'm not entirely sure how to break it to you, and I know I'm 3 years too late, and nothing I say is going to change that..but, you're perfect. You're the most perfect girl I have ever met. You make me smile when no-one else can, you make me laugh, you make me angry and you make me sad. But that's just because you fit with me, like a piece of jigsaw puzzle. These last 10 years that I've known you have been the best 10 years anybody, anywhere, could ask for, and I know it's too late for my feelings to change anything, but I guess what I'm trying to say is I love you Irene, I have always loved you. Since day one in the park, when Luke almost knocked you unconcious." Your breath hitches in your throat, and you literally stop breathing.

Calum's voice lowers to more of a whisper, "but you have Tm, and I'm honestly so happy that you've found someone that will treat you like a princess, but I can't be around you anymore, I can't stand around and watch the girl I love, getting married to another man, who I know can give you so much more than I can. I can't do it Irene.2 He stands up slwoly, and gently leans in to place a soft, sweet kiss on your lips, before walking towards the door, turning to you once more "I love you Irene, forever and always" and then he left.

Then it hit you. Everything Calum had just said, all his emotions poured out in to one speech, everything he felt. You felt too. The connections you had with Calum, were none you'd ever felt for anyone before, not even Tim. You needed to act fast. You took of your heels quickly, and gathered your dress up in a bunch so you could run and you sprinted out of the door, only to bump in to your mum, she took one look at you and her face filled with concern. Your make up was everywhere, your hand was falling out and you were barefoot. "Sweetheart, what's wrong?" "M-Mum, where's Calum?", she blinks at you before saying "he just went ou the front door, whats this about?", you don't reply, you just sprint out the door as fast as you can, praying to God that he's still there.

But as you leave the house, your heart breaks. You see Calum's car, driving around the corner. Your one true love, gone forever. Your heart shatters, and you crumple in to a heap on the floor. Your mother and sister running over to you, englfing you in to a hug in the process. "He-he-he's gone" you sob to your worried family. "He's gone."

There you go Irene! I know it's sad, buttttt if you want it to end happy, I can do a part two for you :) let me know and I hope you and the other readers liked it! - Erin xx