My Guardian Angel

Chapter 22

Louis's POV

The nurse helped me over to one of the seats in the waiting room. Good thing there was only two other people in there because I was literally sobbing.

"I'm gonna go get you a blanket, sweetie." She said walking away.

I didn't answer her. I just sat there with my head in my hands, crying. I was freezing cold, and i was soaked from head to toe, but that didn't matter. Hayden could be in there dead. How could I do this to her?

The nurse came back with a large warm blanket. She wrapped it around me and went back to the desk. I didn't change my position, i just kept crying.

I cried for about an hour straight. When I finally calmed down I figured I'd better called Rebecca and let her know what happened. She's probably freaking out.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and walked down the hall. I didn't want those other people in the waiting room to hear me.

I dialed Rebecca's number and put the phone up to my ear. It only rang twice before I heard Rebecca's worried voice on the other end.

"Did you find her?" She cried into the phone.

"Um yeah I did." I said crying myself.

"Where is she? Is she okay?" She asked frantically.

"I'm at the hospital. She jumped off the bridge before I could grab her." I said crying harder.

"Oh my god. Is she alright? Don't tell me she's already dead!" She cried into the phone.

"I...I don't know. I jumped in after her and she hit her head pretty bad. She was unconscious when I got to her." I cried remembering her limp body in my arms.

"Okay..um...I am coming down I'll be there soon." She said hanging up.

I put my phone back into my pocket and walked back into the waiting room. I sat down in the chair and ran my fingers through my hair. I was still crying. I don't think I'll ever be able to stop.

About 20 minutes went by until I felt an arm being wrapped around me. I looked up to see Rebecca.

I put my head back down in my head and cried some more.

"Hey, it's gonna be okay." She said softly.

"No it isn't! This is all my fault. If I wasn't such an ass we wouldn't be in this mess!" I said looking at her.

"Hey, this is not your fault." She said looking at me.

"What if she doesn't make it." I said dropping my head back into my hands.

"Well, we can't think like that. We just need to stay positive." She said pulling me into her side.

"How are you so calm? Your best friend could be dead and you don't even seem worried!" I said raising my eyebrows.

"Trust me I am just as worried as you. I am just a lot better at controlling my emotions." She said rubbing her hand up and down my arm.

"Why are you being so nice to me? I'm the reason that Hayden tried to kill herself anyway." I said probably barely audible since I was crying into her shirt.

"Because I never thought in a million years that I would see THE bad boy Louis Tomlinson cry. And now that I have I never want to see it again." She said gently.

I had to agree with her. I never thought that anybody would see me like this.

"Hey, on my way here I stopped by your house and got a change of clothes." She said.