One Shot(s) // 5SOS

(Part 2/2)

[Calum Hood]
English•
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(CALUMS POV)

One month. Today it's been exactly one month since y/n and I have divorced. I

have no clue why I've tracked the long days, I don't know why I sit here every night observing this ring

*flashback*

"Calum are you sure she's the one?"

My mother asked for the millionth time. She played with the ring I wanted to propose to y/n with

"Yes, mother! Why would I bother for the ring if I didn't truly love her?" I replied.

She handed it over to me and placed it in my hand, then she grabbed my hand and said something I would never forget.

"Calum you give this ring to someone you love and you don't let go."

*flashback ends*

When I came over to mother's house with the ring in hand, she slapped me.

Overall she's never hit me in my life and I didn't expect her to do so now. She yelled and cursed about how much of a monster I was for hurting y/n. And when I glanced behind her I saw her

She looked so broken, her body weary. Her beautiful brown eyes were dull or maybe it was just the lighting. She held onto the couch for support and she held her heart as if it might just break again.

I didn't want to stay around to see any more damaged so I slipped in a sorry and went home to nicole.

Now, as I sit here and observe this ring, it's as if every jewel has a tiny little memory Our first date, Our first fight, Our first time, all of our silly little play fights. The time she cried when she ruined her art project. The time she played with my hair as we listened to all time low. The time I gave her a piggy back ride and ended up falling. The time we painted kids faces for no good reason. All those little nothing whispered at 3am. All the late night chats and cuddles. All the tears shed. All the scary movies watched where I hid my face in y/n hair as she laughed at me. Our cheesy kisses in the rain.

I remember when I told the lads, they were so disappointed. The way Michael walked out the room screaming like an idiot. The way Luke sat down and held his face. The way Ashton stood there arms crossed, shaking his head. It seems as i I've hurt everyone.

They haven't talked to me since then. I could feel myself tearing up, but I quickly threw the ring and slid to the floor. I cried. I cried hard and long. I was such a fool God what have I done. I left the love of my life for a little excitement. I left the one I adore for what. For long days where I compare everything Nicole does to y/n and think how much better y/n did it. Cooking, cleaning, cuddling, kissing, singing, dancing, blowjobs for good sake. I was an idiot. I picked myself up and ran.

I ran from Nicole, I ran from this misery and I ran to no where.

I don't know where I'm running to, just away from the pain.

I can't take it anymore, I can't take the guilt and regret.

And somehow I ran to y/n.

I don't know how long it took to get there and I don't know how but as I crashed through my mothers front door. Past her screaming, I ran to the guest room and pushed open the door. Y/N quickly turned around, her eyes went wide with surprise. I exhaled and felt my body slump down, the tears crashing down harder. I ran to her and hugged her, crying into her hair. Missing her scent, missing her touch, missing the sound of her voice. Just missing her. Her arms hung low but I held her tighter

and tighter not wanting to let go. I felt her slowly hug me back, taking in a fist full of my shirt.

She exhaled loudly before crying as well. I kissed her head and ran my hands over back. I know when we calm down she'll just tell me to get lost but I just had to tell her that I was a fool.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.
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Writer; Kaasih (kas)