Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

Complete

Where were you?
All this time
I looked for you
So desperately
With so many hopes
Only to find
Fake replicas in your place
Trying so hard
To mend my empty heart
They always failed
Leaving me more helpless
More heartbroken
More lonely

Where were you?
All those nights
While I cried breathless
Hoping for you
My ray of light
To brighten
The darkness of my life
My guardian
To banish
The shadows of my past
To the hell they came from

Where were you?
All those days
When I felt soulless
When I felt nothing
But emptiness
In an empty black hole
In the place
Where my heart should have been
Cause that was all I had as a heart
When you were
Unknown to me

All these years
I so hopelessly
Searched for you
Everywhere
Every beat of my heart
Every breath
I thought you'd be an Angel
Earth unworthy for your feet
I thought you'd be unearthly
Inhuman
Godly
A miracle

I nearly gave up
Thought you can't exist
Thought I won't find you
That you only belonged
To a fairytale
To the world of dreams
Thought I would die
Loving an illusion

You proved me wrong
You were always there
Always with me
Always watching
But not showing
Yourself
Who you really are
Hiding in the shadows
As I searched in vain
As I hurt myself
As I cried at nights

I finally found you
I read behind your façade
Under your mask of indifference
You've shined so bright
Like a real sun
Pushing away
All the shadows
All the clouds
All the darkness
From my dreams
From my life
From my soul

You filled
That empty black hole
In the place
Where my heart should have been
With your warm fire
You rekindled my soul
Your kind presence
Melted my heart away
Your passionate love
Left me breathless
Speechless
Made me feel alive

Finally with you
My heart feels warm
My life seems happy
I feel alive
Soulful
Loved
For I have found
The matching piece
To my lonely soul
The one and only
To fill my heart
You saved my life
I feel complete
Complete with you now