Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

No difference, no less betrayed, still yours

I've lost you
Long time ago
When I was still young
Still beautiful
I lost your eyes....your smile....your heart....
This was never mine....
You backed away
I was not enough....
Never good enough
For someone like you
Just as you were too good...
For someone like me
You pushed me back
And tore a piece of my heart away
Left it bleeding, incomplete, dying
Sending this poison, this bitterness
Through my veins
With every weak pump
And there is not a day
That I wake up
And it's not you on my mind
And I don't want to think of you...
Love became meaningless
Cause I can't picture it without you
And every day...
My heart dies a little
Every time I miss you
My hands itching to touch you
I bite my lips till I bleed
To keep from calling you
To keep from hurting me
But still I keep hurting
From keeping myself from you....
Not even a million "I'm sorry"s would help
Won't stop my heart from dying
Not a million roses would unchain my heart
Not a million rings can hide the burn of your touch
And nothing would make me feel any less betrayed
So love me in the wind....
Love me in the rain....
Hold me in your arms
And let me be the moon to your sun...
Be the shadow to your light....
Touch my soul
Keep it from burning
Kiss my heart....
Don't let me grow so cold, so cruel
So heartless, so indifferent....
Hold my hand and let us survive this....
Let us fly....let us build our heaven on earth....
I don't care if I'm not enough
I don't care if I'm just a fool
I don't care if it's just a dream
I don't care if you deny....
But I've always been yours....
Since you raised me from my hell
Since you touched my soul
Since you marked my heart....