Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

What you made of me

too naive to think better
too shy to show my face
too easy to fall
too hard to forget
you wished me to change
I changed...and I changed all for you
you used to love this change
why hate it now?
now that the other shoe has dropped
now that I'm bold enough
to speak my mind
to show my hurt, my anger
why now?
I am what you made of me
so don't run
stay here and face it
love it like you used to love
I'm your creation after all
aren't fathers supposed to love all their children?
come on, face me....
face this cold hearted monster you made
love this mutated thing you built
full of pent up emotion
full of hurt
full of anger
but also full of love, full of passion
smothered by the ashes
of my burned soul
drowned in the storm of my tears inside
see if you can fix me
bring me back to life, bring out the love
save me from this fall
raise me from this hell
I am what you made of me
only you can mould me into something else
only your hands can change me again
it's your choice
love me, change me, or destroy me again....