Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

Here without you

Cold
So cold
frozen inside
My heart beating
So slow
my tears falling
So fast
My sobs are heard
So deep
my breath in the dark
So rasp
And I cry

Crying again, here without you

mistakes I've made
Cruel I've been
A rebel
So radical
Hurting you
With my every word
Wounding you
With the blade
Of my poisoned tongue
So I cry

Crying again, here without you

I've known never
Nor tried to know
Who I was
Who you were
What I had
A jewel
A miracle
An angel
And I cry

Crying again, here without you

So selfish I was
So greedy
So foolish
You gave me your love
Your time
happiness
A life
But I wanted more
and I lost
I lost everything
So I cry

Crying again, here without you

So foolish of me
'Twas
Thinking I can
Cut your wings
Cage you
make you mine
not knowing
That no one can
Imprison the wind
The light spring breeze
The thundering tornado
I laugh at me now
a bitter laugh
Like the poison on my sharp tongue
But I cry

Crying again, here without you

I've been ungrateful
Of your kiss
Of your touch
Of your love
and I left you
Left you to face
This cruel world alone
To cry
without tears at nights
To scream
Without a voice of pain
And I cry

Crying again, here without you

How I told you
Told you to forget
Me, my name
Who I am
Who I was
Who I'll be
Ironic that is!
For I can't
your name's carved
In my memory
I can't erase it
So I cry

Crying again, here without you

I thought I can
That I'm strong
That you meant nothing
But a face
A name
A number
I was stupid
I underestimated
The power of a broken heart
That'll never heal
Never
Even after I die
I cry and cry

Crying again, here without you

I'm incomplete
wounded, bleeding
poisoned
So in need of you
My lover, my heart, my soul
Come back to me
Feel my sorrow
Touch my sadness
Kiss my misery
lend me some happiness...
For I cry, I cry, I cry

Crying again, here without you