Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

Downfall

I'm caught in a downfall
and I cannot recover
all I needed was love
all I needed was hope
where have you been?
when I needed you most...
where have you been?
when I fell
when I crashed
when I died...
I'm fading...
and no fire can light my darkness
no amount of love cannot fix
what's already broken
it's all too little too late
I'm dying...
and you don't even care...
perhaps it was a mistake letting you go
perhaps I lied
perhaps I loved you endlessly
perhaps I'm selfish....
perhaps....
I'm out of words
out of pleas
out of tears...
and I love you, even after I let you go
stupidly....without thought
I'm dying....not much time left
happiness....was all I wanted
something I never got to have..
something you Took away
as I lay me down....
and say my last goodbyes...
breathe in my last breaths...
I pray....and I pray....
for your happiness....
because you don't deserve it taken away from you...
even if you took it away from me...