Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

Obsession

This feeling I had
This so called love
Between you and me
Never existed
It was a dream
On a starry night
Or a beautiful nightmare
When the moon shines high
I lied
A terrible lie
A lie I began to believe
A lie that became my life
I wronged you but worst of all
I wronged myself
You believed in me, my lie
Those threaded words,
Of my poisoned tongue
You still believe, don't you?
This lie became my life, my world
You became my obsession
When I believed my own lie
It's not love what I felt, what I feel
It's obsession
Obsession with you, your heart
Your mind, your soul
To have your heart in my hands
To crush it whenever I want
You still believe there's a chance
For me, for us
You think I can change
My dark heart, my cruel soul
You don't know my obsession
You think it's still love
You believed in my lie
You still believe, don't you?
Please go my heart
I let you go freely
I let you fly
I won't cage you at all
Please go leave me be
Let me die on my own loneliness
Let me fly in the night sky again
Let me breathe without you
Let me be free
Be free of this morbid feeling
This not love
This not care
This obsession
My obsession with you