Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

you would never forgive me

The heavy pain steals my breath
The wounds clenching my heart
My bones crush like my soul
My vision cracks like my life...

You would never forgive me
You were clenching your fists
You were griping my sides
You were burning my dreams

Your tears had shown everyone
That you were still in love
Burning just because of me
Hating for what I have done

Taking me in your arms
Just to show how much you cared
Just to show that I was yours
Until that thing took me away

Looking at my calming face
Inviting me in your dreams
Loving me just for myself
Begging God just for one thing

You catch my hand for comfort
Like the times you're thinking of
Like the times that seeing me
Was the only thing inside your mind
Like the time when no one could
See us even mere inches apart

The sudden standing of the car
Pulling you back in your time
When you were just sitting there
Staring at those white cold sheets
The flashbacks are too bitter
Too hurting to remember
But just too real to forget...

You were walking in the street
Then that car, then you and me
You would never forgive me
Saving you was the worst crime
You would never forgive me
Leaving you there without us
Leaving you just by yourself
finding me in my pool of blood

You would never forgive me
But you just whispered goodbye
Clenching my cold hand again
Leaving me in my own dark...