Unconditionally in love AND Eternally sad

Queen of nowhere

can't talk
for I have talked too much
all those words,
they would never change a thing
for you'll never change for no one
can't cry
for I have cried too much
all my tears,
I've let them fall to the end
I just cry inside
my soul falls, screams into the dark abyss of my heart
without a voice...
and I'm drowning
can't smile
what do I have to smile at?
my world is dark, ugly
present has no love for me
even the past still haunts my dreams
and the future just cast me aside
can't call you
for I've bothered you enough
believe me I had nothing to turn to
no one....just you....a ray of light...
and 'they' took you away from me
'they' took a piece of my heart
'they' left me In the dark....
and I keep falling
you called me the Queen
Queen? What Queen?
Queen of nowhere. Queen of nothing...I only rule over a dark ugly world
this abyss....this hell I made...
and you're the king of my heart
only you make it beautiful
you are the only hope....the only light
and I turn to you....
like a flower turns to her sun
hoping.....maybe he'll love me
reaching to you
and falling everyday...no hand to save me
your hand....I need it....save me from this fall...this life....this ugly world..
yet you take it away from me...
someday this saddest fear creeps into my heart
that you never loved me...and you never will....no matter how I try...
that all my hopes were unreal
a fantasy world I'd built for myself
but even then
I'd still be the Queen
the Queen of nowhere, Queen of nothing.
and you'd still be the king of my heart